Madeline

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Okay, the ball has been set in motion!  

Got my health insurance reinstated- CHECK
Had my first REAL physical (EEK)-CHECK
Asked my Dr. for a bariatrics referral- CHECK
Got a Smart Dimension appointment ( Oct 11)-CHECK

and now I wait...and wait...then a little more waiting.  The next 3 weeks will fly by.  Only bummer is I'll be full blow in to school right around the time my surgery will probably be scheduled for.  Oh well, I've waited my whole life to be thin and I can damn well wait a little bit more now that I actually have a plan and have made the decision to do something about it.

I had the WIERDEST feeling come over me while I was driving home last night- there's a super teeny tiny part of me that's going to miss being fat.  I can't think of the reasons why just yet but I think it's mostly due to the fact that I have been obese my whole life and I hate change.  It's going to be so scary!  I am SO up for the challenge though, just watch out!