Its guna be a good day tater...

Apr 06, 2011

Everyday I find I'm thinking about what its going to be like to be free of this extra weight. I think about the things I've never had or done because of my weight. The things I'm going to do without a second thought about how I look. So here's what I am going to do, this is my list of what I'm excited about. Whether is be about my health, appearance whatever..I'm writing this so when the hard times come along in my weight loss journey I can look back through my blog and read this to remember what I couldn't do, wear etc. with all of this damn weight!

My Needs...

1. I need to get healthy in order to feel better physically.
2. I need to see my son grow up.
3. I need to not ever doubt myself in my surroundings because of my physical appearance.
4. I need to learn how to eat...the right food...and the right amount.
5. I need to succeed at this..and I am going to.

My Wants...

1. I want to dance. without worrying that when I shake my arse its guna shake back.
2. I want to go to a normal clothing store and find a sizes that fit and looks great.
3. I want my husband to be able to pick me up off the ground without straining..lol
4. I want to wear a bathing suit without covering it up with a t-shirt and shorts.
5. I want to run around with my son and not lose my breath.
6. I want to get rid of this damn double chin that haunts my pictures and be proud to flaunt my figure in a full body shot.
7. I want my fiance to wrap his arms around me...like actually wrap them around because right now he can only get his arms around me ha ha.


So ..those are the reasons that I can think of off of the top of my head...at work..at the moment. Hopefully if i lose gumption later on I can read this and remember what it was like to be this big and how it felt....

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