I hate waiting!!!

Jun 06, 2010

I have my wls in 23 days and the countdown seems to be taking foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.  I am usually a very patient person but at this point I can't seem to wait quietly  lol.

I am getting more anxious as the days are counted down. I came across the memorials on this site and that kind of freaked me out.  I am very saddened by those who have passed away who were part of this site. I know that there is a risk regarding any surgery and I truly hope everything goes well with mine.  I know your mind can play tricks on situations like this and I am going to try and relax and let the chips fall where they may.

I mean I don't have underlying conditions that would put me at a greater risk for surgery except of course for my weight, but I am going to record something with my camera, like a living will, and tell my kids only to play it if something does happen to me otherwise I will delete it. This I think will put my mind at ease for now.

Tell me If I am being silly.

Also counting down days to start the Medifast (startJune 15th).  Can't say that I am looking forward to that but its all part of the process and will do what I have to do to ensure a good outcome.

Take care all

Peace.

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