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I have decided that 2010 is the YEAR OF MARGO :) LOL
Im making my list of things to do, learn,try and experience.  I have really indulged in some wonderful positive videos and writings like The Secret, and stuff.   Basically the power of self-affirmations and HEALTHY affirmations.

If anyone is interested in becoming friends with me and discussing please do :)
So this is short but I will be more active in posting on here again
Stay Blessed & Positive!
Your friend Margo

 
Love at First Bike!!!    I am in the process of buying my first bike she is a Kawasaki Ninja 650R

Im so proud of myself..............  Only a few years ago I couldve never thought I could make it this far

I hope we always remember ourselves AND our goals :)
Stay Blessed!

THIS CALLS FOR ALL CAPS HAHAHA

AS ANNOYING AS THEY CAN BE             I AM SOOOO PROUD OF MYSELF

I JUST SPENT THIS LAST FRI, SAT AND SUNDAY IN MOTORCYCLE SCHOOL WHILE IT STORMED........HAD TORNADO WARNINGS AND SNOW.................. TOOK THE EXAM IN A SNOW STORM AND PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!1

I AM SOOOOOOOOOO          DAMN PROUD OF MYSELF ITS INSANE

NOW IMMA BUY ME A PINK//////////////////////   yup                 PINK NINJA MOTORCYCLE AND RIDE OUT     LOL

I JUST HOPE IF ANYONE READS MY STUFF (i dont know if anyone does LOL_)  THEY NEVER GIVE UP ON THEIR DREAMS
  I WANTED THIS SINCE 18.............AND I AM 36 NOW lol\

GO FOR IT BABY!

IF YOU NEED ENCOUAGEMENT EMAIL ME AT [email protected]

STAY BLESSED!

For years and years and years I have always wanted to lose weight and gain the confidence to ride a motorcycle.....
I lost enough weight and thoroughly enjoyed "Bike Week" in Daytona Beach last year........ as a passenger on the back of a dear friends Harley.

I never got further along than that..........

However recently I realized that just because I am married with kids and busy with that does not mean I have to give up on the goals geared soley on me :)

So I just signed up for the classes at the end of this month and I am very excited!
This has been a goal for me years and years ago.......... I am glad I remembered to do something for myself :)

Stay Blessed Everyone!

I had a serious JAMES BROWN moment this morning at the gym.
I ran on a treadmill........    for me this is HUGE.......... the last time I recall running was in 3rd grade ( which was a loooong time ago...heck I got 2 out of 5 kids in 3rd grade right now LOL)
So I decided to step it up a notch (Emeril Lagasse phrase......... ahhh mind going to thinking of food LOL) 
so I stepped it up a notch and ran almost a mile at 4mph.
I felt it somewhat and was breaking a good sweat but I tell you I was getting a natural high from it..............straight goosebumps because less  than 2 years ago I was out of breathe from trying to climb the staircase of the apartment we lived in.
Seeing myself in the mirror ( the gym has mirrored walls)  while running I was so freaking proud of myself.
I never had the ability to imagine myself thin my entire life.
I still do not see me the way other people see me.
Its a process.......its a struggle.........
I am still the same woman on the inside I have always been its just that people treat you different when your thinner........
to be honest .......... it sucks alot.............because I am a good person and always have been........ its just now some women and men WANT to be around me and talk to me, be my friend NOW......... but didnt have the time to say hello, bye or kiss my arse' even less than 24 months ago
I guess I am just rambling on......... I do that at times LOL
I am just very proud of myself .........where I have been, where I am today and where I am still trying to get to.
I dont know if anyone reads this stuff I post............... to me I think its therapuetic........ lets me get my mental dump and move on LOL.
But if it does cross anyones eyes......... I hope it can also  reach their heart as well.   BELIEVE IN YOU! no matter what !
We really can DO THIS!  Until GOD tells you NO.... then the answer is YES!   Stay Blessed and if you want someone to talk to hit me up : ) 
Margo

Well alot has changed since my last post LOL
I am so blessed so very very blessed.  I am now happily married to my best friend and the most amazing man God has ever placed in my life, my Philip : )
We have a blended family and are blessed to have a total of 5 kids that we are raising together as one.
I moved from Palm Coast FL to Warner Robins GA and I love it here.
I am now a stay at home mom and I feel blessed to be able to give my all to my family.  He has purchased us a beautiful home which is located close to our childrens schools so I am hoping once school starts up to walk them there to squeeze in some exercise as well as quality time with my kids.
I have been blessed way beyond what I could have ever hoped or prayed for.
I am hoping to make some new friends in this area : )
That's all for now : ) LOL
Margo : )

 OK OK I am such a poster slacker LMAO
So much has changed since my last post WOW!
OK so since last post  dumped my boyfriend that I had been seeing.......must say it felt almost as good as losing weight LOL
I have gone on a few dates but to be honest I am really not to interested in the whole dating scene right now.  I am kicking butt in school and making straight A's , work is work what more can I say...... I am starting to put applications/resumes out there.
My kids and I are doing good, we are all healthy and happy.  
Ta Ta 4 Now,
Hugs 
Margo

October is almost over..........just like me and my boyfriend LOL
anyway......few have asked how "we are doing" and we are not.    
Sometimes people just grow apart........
I actualy am really interested in a man I have been friends with for awhile now.  He is a single dad so he knows how kids are bananas at times..... he has custody of his kids and so all our kids go to the same school. 
His ex wife had bypass too so he knows all about it, the do's and dont's so that is a major cool plus LOL
and he is ex military so he doesnt mind exercising with me : ) 
plus doesnt hurt he is really freaking cute hahahah
so anyway i wont be mad if we become more than friends especially since I have known for a looooooooooong time he would like that.
School is going great, I am making A's and love my law class :)
Cant wait to get my bonus this month and get some new clothes....
OK back to work LOL

Well its been a good "minute" since my last post and alot has been going on in my life between raising kids alone, working 1 full time job, 1 part time job and college.

I dont know how many times I have thought to myself ( I think I even posted it ) that I am thinking I am better off finding a man that has been through surgery as well so he will understand "me" better.

Be careful what you ask for ya just might receive it LOL

I have met and made friends with an absolutly wonderful man that although he did not himself have surgery his ex-wife did have it and he knows and understands the ins and outs of it more than  I do.

He is really something special :)

I dont want to post too much and jinx myself but I sure as hell am enjoying getting to know more of him LOL

He is this amazing single dad of 3 amazing sons and he lives ....actually its pretty cool he lives like 3 miles from my house.   He is VERY much a gentleman and I can honestly say I am truly just enjoying this growing process of getting to know him better : )

As for me still stuck trying to lose the last 20lbs.   
Trying to realize I am smaller now b/c I dont.
I constantly find myself thinking I cant do things physically, wont fit somewhere in a seat ect ect. 
Sometimes people have actually said to me "uh margo your able to now" before I realize what I am doing. 
Sooooo I am working on that and my self talk :)

OK Dokey 
Da'ts my update LOL

till next time...
hugs margo marie

$%#@! MEN! Arrghhh! .......LOL
OK well now that I got that off my shoulders LOL....
I swear if understanding men was a class required in school my GPA would be a disaster!
I have been dating this man for awhile now and I swear I just dont get it............. this has been the way dating has always been for me no matter what size I have been........WHY-O-WHY is it that once you date a man for awhile they NO longer compliment the way you look or tell you that your pretty????  I swear its like they just get all comfortable once they have you and they STOP doing/saying all the things that helped them get you in the first place.......
GOD FORBID a woman stops doing it though because yanno' a man will be gone with a quickness LOL
If I stopped carrying myself the way I did when I met someone I am willing to bet he will be like WTF.uuummm go do ya hair and nails.........um why your clothes dont match.......and what the hell is that on your feet ??? house shoes out of the house LOL (**Just for reference NONE of the above apply to me LOL**)
Anyway its bothering the crapola outta me that "he" doesnt tell me these "sweet" things anymore...........and actually its making me more mad that so many men do approach me and give me compliments EXCEPT the one Im dating.
I dunno~~~ but I am starting to think it may be time to seperate a bit.     
YES he is a good guy and has his stuff together but I am so over compromising my happiness in relationships ......I think that part of me was removed during bypass surgery LOL>
I am wondering if i should try finding a bypass man to date b/c then at least we understand each other.
Anyway just a thought : )
If I could figure men out i would be a millionairess LOL
till next time
: ) margo marie