Starting a New Life...

Jan 08, 2011

I am getting closer to getting my surgery date. I have done all my classes and such and on January 14th, 2011 I will be doing my med eval paperwork and then on February 1st, 2011 I have my psych eval. and then I will get to meet my surgeon and have a set date. Things just seem so far out I guess waiting for things but little by little I am finishing up the last portion of the Weightloss Pathway. I am definitely looking forward to the newer me! I am 33 years old a mother of 3 and married to such a wonderful husband who keep me going from day to day. I want to grow old with them all and live to a very old age. I am 322 lbs. and life is just not like it used to be when I was growing up. I used to think I was overweight back then but I wasn't. I was skinny and I just never saw it until I looked back on older pictures of myself. I couldn't believe how good I looked and I want that person back. I went through 5 years of panic attacks and depression and utter hell thinking I was gonna die from a heart attack. I feared going to the doctor all the time cause I was afraid they would give me bad news. Well here I am today going to doctors appointments and I have overcome my anxiety fears and have moved forward from that life. My new life now sets me on the path of getting my surgery done and losing this weight and growing old with my husband and being a better rold model for my children.

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