March 23, 2007

Mar 23, 2007

Great day today.  I had the day off and this usually means "all you can eat Friday" for me.  Today, I got up, went to the gym, came home and worked around the house.  It just never occurred to me to go eat something bad.  I don't know why I am able to do this all of a sudden, but I sure will take it.  I went and played a little golf with my hubby this afternoon.  This is such a beautiful time of year in the south.  It will be blazing hot before you know it - so I have to take advantage of this time of year.  God is so good.

Today's menu:
b-2 eggs, ham bits and 2% cheese, scrambled
l-FF refried beans, salsa, 2% cheese and LF sour cream (couldn't eat all of this - threw some away.  Very filling!!)
s-2 laughing cow cheese triangles
d-potato, leek and bacon soup (The Ledges) and 1 glass of Merlot - Extremely Yummy!!

Exercise today:
30 min. - elliptical machine
1 mile - treadmill
afternoon - bucket of balls at the driving range

March 21, 2007

Mar 21, 2007

I wore a pair of regular blue jeans today for the first time in years!  They aren't big girl jeans - just regular, boot cut jeans!  I felt like a million bucks.  They are a tad snug around the waist - can't wait for them to get a little bit looser!  They fit great everywhere else.  Shopping in B'ham was great!  I bought two tops at J. Crew, also (wore them today too).  I had gotten to where Talbots was about the only place I could find clothes to fit.  Shopping at other, regular stores is really fun.

Today is the 2nd anniversary of my Dad's death.  I felt pretty good today, though.  He is much better off now than he was this time two years ago, dying of cancer.  I know he would be so proud of me right now with my surgery and success so far.  He would have been worried to pieces over the surgery, but would be very excited about my weight loss.  I know he's smiling down on me right now.

Todays menu:
b-Egg beaters, 2% cheese, little bits of ham
l-cream of brocc. soup
d-chicken 'n' dumplins (I think)
s-2 laughing cow cheese triangles

Exercise:  40 min. elliptical machine


March 20, 2007

Mar 20, 2007

I hit my first 20 pounds!!! Yeah!  So far, so good.  I went out of town for the first time since my surgery.  I really had no problem.  I stayed with my sister, took a little cooler of yogurt, cottage cheese, water bottles and cream of broccoli soup!  It really helped.  That is definitely the way to go.  I'm going to have to be a Boy Scout about this whole thing!  I can't rely on other people to have what I need.  I even went out to eat twice - had soup both times!  Oh well - I guess once I can eat more than mushies it will be a little easier.  But, the soup was good and it was nice to be out and about.  My sister, Kathleen, is a Spinning instructor, and I went to her class with her this morning.  It was wonderful.  I was afraid it was going to pull on my port site, but it didn't.  There was one portion where they worked on core strengthening while Spinning, but I just worked on the bike - no core work for me yet!!  

I was so worried about being around my mother - since she doesn't know about my surgery.  She didn't even notice a) that I have lost 20 pounds and b) that I was eating a completely different dinner than everyone else!!  I'm so glad I spent time worrying about her and her feelings.  I could have been sitting there buck naked eating a wild animal and I don't think she would have noticed anything!  Oh well - at least I didn't have to explain myself!!

Overall - good trip, got to see my neices and nephew and saw that I can leave town and still be good!  No cheating at all!!  yeah for me!

Todays menu:
b-yogurt and cottage cheese (yum), decaf coffee
l-broccoli soup (Panera Bread Company)
d-faux lasagna
s-two laughing cow cheese triangles

Exercise:
45 minute Spin class

March 18, 2007

Mar 18, 2007

I am SOOOOOO close to my first 20 pounds gone.  I weighed on Friday and I was 19.4 pounds!  I haven't weighed all weekend -- maybe I have reached it by now.  I am almost scared to look.

My eating has been good.  We had kind of a stressful week with my daughter trying out for cheerleader at her high school.  Living with a teenage daughter is an adventure every day!  These are the times that I have been known to comfort myself with lots of good food for me and for the whole family.  I am proud to say that I never even considered eating anything bad this week.  I have now started exercising when I get stressed out!  Must be better for me, hugh??  Gary and I got up and went to the gym yesterday morning and worked out together.  It was really nice.  I did the elliptical trainer for 40 minutes and my port incision area has been a little sore since then.  I don't think anything is wrong - I think, maybe, that I have been stressing that area a little with my exercise.  I will only be three weeks post-op tomorrow.  I took it easy today and it is feeling better.  

I am going to Birmingham tomorrow.  This will be the first time I have been around any of my family since my surgery.  My sister knows about it, but no one else.  So, needless to say, I am staying with her and I will just have to see how it goes.  I can't stand the thought of everyone in my family discussing all of my weight problems and my surgery any more than they already do!  I would just rather that they not know.  I am just going to tell my mother that I am on yet another diet.  No big surprise there.  She probably won't even notice!! 

Oh!  I also ate out at a restraunt for the first time today!  It was nice.  I had tortilla soup and McAlister's and it was great.  I left the big chunks of chicken in the bowl (Gary ate them!)  There were tortilla chips on the plate, but they were no big temptation at all.  I was proud of myself.

Todays menu:
b-WC Oatmeal
l-tortilla soup from McAlister's
d-turkey chili (I believe - haven't quite decided yet)
s-1 wedge Laughing Cow Cheese (Lite)

Exercise:  took the day off - sore incision site!!

March 13, 2007

Mar 13, 2007

I went to my friend, Kathy's funeral today.  Big bummer for me but she is so much better off.  She had incredibly bad diabetes and had lost both her legs and her vision in one eye.  It was amazing to see how many people's lives Kathy had touched during her time here on earth.  What a celebration it was!  I hope she is dancing on the clouds right now!

OK - other than that I had a good day!  I feel like my mushies are going really well.  I kept up with all my food on Fitday.com and while I feel like I'm eating just as much as I should be (about 1 cup per meal) the web site shows I only had 668 calories today.  I guess I need to add to my breakfast.  Cream of Wheat might be a little too "lite".  I will try something different tomorrow!  I worked hard at the gym today - the exercise is going to be my savior.  It just makes me feel so good.  I didn't like that weak, sick feeling that I had after surgery (even though I know I was supposed to feel like that).  I don't want to feel like that again!!

Today's menu:
b-cream of wheat w/ skim milk
l-albacore tuna and lite mayo
d-pureed turkey chili and Yoplait lite and creamy yogurt

calories: 668
protein:  53

Exercise:
40 minutes - eliptical machine


March 11, 2007

Mar 11, 2007

What a beautiful day today.  I just came in from walking for 55 minutes outside.  Too pretty to go to the gym today!  I feel so good - I wish this weight would just drop off my body, but I can see that I am going to have to do this by the book and keep plugging away.  Can't wait to get my first fill.  I am getting really hungry between meals.  I just try to stay busy so I don't sit at home and spaz about it.  I had a Protein Pudding that my friend, Valerie, brought me today and it was a really good snack.  100 calories and 20 gms.. of protein.  I have ended up having too much protein today, though.  I don't need the protein shake in the morning and the protein snack in the afternoon along with my regular food.  Something to remember for the future...

Today's Menu:
b-coffee, protein shake w/ skim milk
l-cream of brocc soup and container of yogurt
s-protein pudding
d-sweet sue chicken & dumplins pureed (1st time to try this!)
Calories:  956 (probably not enough!!)
Protein:  87 gms. (too much!!)

I am going to need to fine tune this eating thing a little bit!  Not enough calories - too many proteins!

Exercise:
Walking outside (brisk) - 55 minutes

March 9, 2007

Mar 09, 2007

Good day.  I am off work on Fridays and that usually meant a big "eating day" because I was around the house more than my work days.  But, I had lots to do and didn't even think about cheating.  I went to the gym again in the afternoon - this seems to be a really good thing for me.  Katie's schedule with cheerleading tryouts going on is working well.  I don't know what next week will bring.  As my Dad's AA book used to say:  "One day at a time."  I think that is truly the way to live - I have to plan my eating for today and don't worry about a week from now.  I will worry about that then!  One thing I have noticed since my surgery is that I am cold ALL THE TIME!  I have always been so hot natured and I am about to freeze to death!  I can't wait for summer time!  I guess drinking all this water, plus losing some of my "insulation" has got my body temp going down a little bit.

Todays menu:
b-protein shake w/ skim milk
l-cream of brocc. soup (probably ate a little more than I should have - had to work it off at the gym!)
d-container of FF Yogurt - key lime pie flavor (OMG - that was good!)

Exercise:
45 minutes on the treadmill

Sending prayers up to heaven for my friend, Kathy Nance, who passed away this week from complications of diabetes.  Heaven just got alot more lively!!

March 8, 2007

Mar 08, 2007

Had a good day today.  I'm getting hungrier and hungrier, but still get full from the little bit I'm eating.  I guess alot of it is head hunger  now that I am feeling better.  But I have stuck with my eating plan.  Going to the gym in the afternoons is helping alot - that's the time of day that I really want to nibble.  Treadmill is better than eating....treadmill is better than eating........  I am looking forward to getting onto the mushy stage on Monday.  I will have to shop over the weekend and be prepared.

Today's menu:
b-protein shake w/ skim milk, protein powder and NF yogurt
l-yogurt
s-SF Jello w/ SF cool whip
d-cream of broccoli soup

Exercise:
40 minutes on treadmill (yeah!!)

March 7, 2007

Mar 07, 2007

Today was a really good day.  I kind of slid off the WL road yesterday and I just couldn't believe I did it.  I had cooked some tortillini for Gary and Katie and I ended up going in the kitchen and eating some of it.  Can not believe I did that.  But, today is a new day.  I have been perfect (eating wise!) and I went to the gym and worked hard, then came home and walked Maddy.  Not bad!!!!  I put on some work clothes today that I have not worn since before the surgery and I can already see a big difference.  My bad, afternoon time is going to take some work.  Today, I just went to the gym instead of sitting here with a bunch of Head Hunger.  Good job for me!

Menu for today:
b- protein shake
l- yogurt
d - soup (probably cream of mushr.)

Exercise:
30 minutes treadmill and 15 mintues stat. bike

March 4, 2007

Mar 04, 2007

My son came home from Auburn this weekend.  This minute he came in the door he says "you look different - skinny."  I started laughing, hugged him real tight and then, later, told him about my surgery.  He wasn't happy that I hadn't told him and told me he didn't want me to change.  I promised him I wasn't going to change, I was just going to be healthier.  That seemed to sit well with him.

I am feeling lots better every day.  I can feel my appetite coming back a little, but when I eat my soup, yogurt, whatever, it gives me a nice sense of fullness.  I wish it would stay like this, but I know I will be getting hungrier before my first fill.  

I have been walking - it's so pretty outside.  I did 2 miles today.  I'm not sure that I am supposed to be exercising right now, but I have to for my mental health!  I can't stand staying inside.  I went to the high school track this morning and walked while my husband ran.  That way there would be no hills or climbs or anything.

Menu today:
b-protein shake w/ skim milk
l-left over cr. of mush. soup from Fresh Market
s (maybe later) - SF Jello w/ SF cool whip
d-some type of soup


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