One week til pre-op appointment

Oct 26, 2009

     I am 6 days from pre-ops and 43 days til surgery.  I am so excited.  I keep reading profiles and imagine where I will be in 6 months.  Will I be a super loser or slow and steady? Will I have any compications or will I sail right through?
     I am debating on removing the scale from the house and going strictly by how my clothes feel, I do not want to have numbers on a scale dictate how I feel about myself.  I have a very full life and am by no means a recluse.  My weight has not really held me back in the past, at least not as percieved by those on the outside.  I keep myself plenty busy doing, doing, doing.  The truth is doing for my kids and others makes me feel validated, kind of a restitution for my weight.  There is so much more out there I want to do, will do.  So I am on the brink of a new future that couldn't be brighter.  

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