Mewwy
11/16/07
Let's start this thing over since I am trying to jump start my life again. Rejoined the gym yesterday, check one thing off my list. Now onto the next steps. I am going to get back under 200 for my first goal. My ultimate goal is 175 to 180. Found out sorta bad news today too. Am processing it. But it isn't going to get me down. My back has been bothering me on and off since about 18 months ago. About the time I leveled out on my weight loss. However, it is also about the time I stopped working out on a regularly too. Just the lower part of my back, right at the hips. Well, it finally drove me to the doctors again. It usually hurts when I move standing or sitting, but this time it is whenever I lay down :( so not real thrilled. When I started waking up in the middle of the night. That was all it took. My sleep has always been precious. So I don't want to lose it. So I shall start with my fat life again. Will work my ass off (well make it firmer anyway) and get myself back on track. Am going to do the 5 day pouch test the week after Turkey day. Am working such weird hours that I want to be exercising first and in some form or health before attempting to starve my body back into shape LOL Then I will deal with Christmas. Dad is coming out and since losing mom last year I try and be there for him. So we told him he had to come out. He is trying to watch his weight too. I think losing mom made him realize they aren't immortal. Now if we could just convince him drinking is not so smart :) he would be all better. So Christmas will be a touch of a challenge, but I am up for it. I started all this stuff many moons ago. I can do it again. For my health and longevity ;) Also so I can fit back into my fat jeans LOL
Okay enough rambling. I haven't officially been weighed and measured yet (rejoined Curves I can tone and now I know how to lose weight) but I know my approximate weight as of their scale today. So here goes... 223. My goal for my birthday - 1-30-08 - is 210 pounds. Not a huge amount, but I can do it. Okay I am off. I am still planning on meeting my angel for lunch tomorrow, but haven't heard from my sister on what her plans for me are LOL I love being in demand
Mew out... till next time...
