Mjvaldez69
Dropped 3 pant sizes!!!
Sep 26, 2008
Sorry, I have not updated you all in the last couple of months.
Jun 19, 2008
I am feeling real good, but I think I still need another fill.
I'm Back on Track!!
Apr 29, 2008
"Now weighing in on my left corner, Mr. Matthew J. Valdez. Weighing in still with the heavy weights, but still working to the middle weights" "He hit the scale this moring at 318. Down 46lbs since November, when he was fighting with the "Superweight Class".
Went to the scale today and I am so disappointed!!!
Apr 08, 2008
Returned from 1st fill and do not have alot of restriction.
Apr 03, 2008
I went to the scale this AM and was down another 3lbs. I am now at 320 from 364 that I started with in November.
I must be doing OK!
I AM ME.... Original Story written by lindam116
Mar 25, 2008
Please see her original on her blog at the following address:
http://www.obesityhelp.com/member/lindam116/uzone,blog/action,comments/blog_id,140978/blog_post_id,145074/
"I am me...
To all the healthy and thin people
out there that don't understand obesity,
I am a 38 year old morbidly obese man.
I have spent over 30 years of my life
overweight and obese. The past several
years I have ballooned to becoming morbidly
obese. I want to share some things
with you that you may not know about
me or understand about obesity.
Being obese does not make me blind. I see
the looks that you give me. I also see when
you look away from me and try to ignore me.
I see when you roll your eyes in disgust. I
also see your pity. I don't want your pity
though. I want to be treated like anyone else.
That's all. If you think about it, it's really not
much to ask.
Secondly, being obese does not make me
deaf. I hear your whispers and snickers. I
hear your rude comments even if I choose
to ignore them and not respond. I hear the
names and the gasps as I walk by. I'm not
deaf, just obese.
I, as an morbidly obese person, have
feelings. My weight does not add "padding"
to my emotions or my soul... just my body. When
you are rude to me, I hurt. When you laugh
or ridicule me, I cry... maybe not outwardly
but deep within. And with every harsh word
or action against me, I lose a litte bit more of
my self esteem. My self worth plummets.
After years of being called every name from "chubby"
to "orca" I don't have a lot of self esteem left.
Please, don't destroy what little
bit I am able to hang on to.
Even though I may smile and seem like a
"jolly" person, I am unhappy inside. I may
not
let you see that part of me. I may hide it for times
when I'm alone. But true happiness is something
that has slowly dwindled away as I packed the
pounds on. I find moments of joy
in my life but to say that I am truly happy
every day is impossible. It's hard to be happy
when you know that you are slowly killing yourself
by carrying so much extra weight.
Being obese does not automatically make me
a lazy person. My weight sometimes hinders
me from doing as much as a healthier person.
It doesn't mean that I don't want to get out
and exercise or do things, it means that my
body won't let me. Some days I stuggle just
to get out of bed. I'm not lazy, just in pain.
Please don't confuse that.
Obesity does not equal stupidity. I am a I am a human being. I am morbidly obese. I am me."
smart man. Unfortunately, over the years, I
have formed bad eating habits that have
overtaken my will power. I have used food...
usually "bad" food... as a crutch. Food has
become my comforter. It is the way I celebrate.
Food has become my friend. It is a friend that
I have not been willing to walk away from.
I'm not stupid, just loyal to my friend.
I want you to understand:
I have hopes.
I have fears.
I have feelings.
I have extra pounds.
I have wants.
I have needs.
I have curves.
I have the desire to live.
I am on a journey now to make myself
healthier. Sometimes I wish I had never let myself
get to this point but I can honestly
say that I am a better person for it. I am
more sensitive to other people's feelings.
I am more appreciative of my health. I am
more
in touch with my inner self. I am more determined
to get healthy and more
importanly, to stay healthy.
This plateau is killing me!!
Mar 24, 2008
40.5lbs down from beginning!!
Mar 20, 2008
Next week on the 28th of March, I go in for my first fill!! I sure feel that I am in need of it. Weight loss has slowed down a bit and it is getting a little bit frustrating, if you know what I mean?
Copied from another blog that I had started.
Mar 05, 2008
On the good road to weight loss! | |
Date Posted: 02-06-2008 at 10:42 AM | |
On November 8, 2007, my wife and I took a flight out to Phoenix, AZ and met with the staff at Weight Loss Institute of Arizona (WLIAZ). We made the decision to have the lap-band surgery and since that day I have already begun my weight loss journey. On that day I hit the scales at 364 lbs and as of today I am at 350. Thursday, February 14th is my scheduled surgery date and I can't "weight" to eventually see myself in pictures again. I am a photographer, but I always like to stay behind the lense instead of the front. I am really looking forward to a lighter life!! |
Down another 2.75 lbs | |
Date Posted: 02-11-2008 at 10:38 AM | |
I went to the scale again this morning and I am down another 2.75 lbs. So far, I have lost 20.7 lbs. |
2 More Days!! | |
Date Posted: 02-12-2008 at 09:40 PM | |
I'm going to bed now. Early morning is near. I have to get up at 4:30 am to leave to the airport 65 miles away to catch an 8:00 am flight to Phoenix. Appoinment for EGD or whatever its called to check out your throat is at 11:00 am. Tomorrow morning will be a rush. I will get back to everyone as soon as I can feel comfortable enough to get back on the computer. Love all of you and thanks for all the support. |
It's all done now. | |
Date Posted: 02-17-2008 at 05:50 PM | |
We returned from our banding trip today and I am feeling very positive about what the wife and I have done. This is a new step towards a better future. It is kind of wierd to feel this full constantly and not want food. Even the commercials on TV are not bothering me. The only thing that I really crave is something salty, like a saltine crakcer or some jerky. |
7.5lbs gone again this week!! | |
Date Posted: 02-27-2008 at 08:56 AM | |
I am down another 7.5lbs this week, which puts me at 327.5, with a total of 36.5lbs down!! 11/9/07 - 364 Dr's Consultation 12/14/07 - 354 -10lbs 02/04/08 - 350 -4lbs 02/07/08 - 346 Pre-Surg-Diet -4lbs 02/11/08 - 343.25 -2.75 02/19/08 - 335 - 8.25lbs 02/26/08 - 327.5 - 7.50lbs Total to date 36.5 lbs. |