MMsFlick78
I'm Back!!
Dec 20, 2008
December 20, 2008I finally went through 6 CONSECUTIVE weight visits to my doctor. I faxed all my info to the WLC, and kept calling until I got the nurse to fax the papers to the insurance company. On the 18th I finally called my insurance and they said that it was approved, and I should be receiving a letter in the mail. I still didn't get the letter, so until I see it in writing it doesn't seem true. I called Dr. Monk's office and they set a date up for January 22nd. I am so excited and can't wait until the day is here.
Thursday was full of surprises for me. I also got a call from a really good friend of mine. It's been a long time since he called me. I love him to death and besides not keeping in touch more, he is a great friend!!! Not to mention he is HOT and very easy on the eyes!!
I hope that I will be able to catch up with him sometime after the surgery. Right now I feel to gross to even hang out, I have changed since we last saw each other. I am talking over 100 pounds of change!!! I know in my heart that he wouldn't care one way or the other what I look like. It's just how I feel about myself and I just don't have the confidence to do it. I do have a phone number now....which is awesome!! I wish that it would be more then a friendship, but I know that it won't and I am OK with that. The friendship means so much to me, that it doesn't matter. I wouldn't want to lose that!! I never really had any guy friends before, they kind of looked at me like I was some kind of freak. So having that friendship means the world to me. Just knowing that someone of the opposite sex can sit and talk to me and like me for me, makes me feel good inside! I guess maybe a lot of people may not understand where I am coming from. All through school and even now I have this phobia of guys, worried about what they are thinking. The cuter they are, the worse I am!!! Maybe this surgery will change the way I feel about myself....I hope so!
