199.8 lbs and God, I miss food!

Nov 30, 2010

I do have good news to report, I am under the 200 lb mark, just barely.  But what I feel like writing about is how much I miss food.  It is someone's birthday at the office today and there is a table full of goodies outside my office...brownies (two or three kinds), bagels, muffiins, everything!  Then, they are going out to Pei Wei for the birthday lunch.  Nothing I can eat there yet, so here I sit on the computer.  I already ate my pureed vegetable soup, which only took about 10 minutes and I am full.  I could eat a yogurt, but I'll save that for a little later to make sure I don't overdo the eating.  Then I have some applesauce to snack on later as well.  But God, I MISS FOOD!  I miss the brownies and the bagels and the muffins.  I miss the lomein and the honey seared chicken at Pei Wei!  It has only been two and 1/2 weeks of a liquid diet, but it feels like forever. 

I'm waiting for the emotions that I stuffed down with food before to come pouring out, but so far, nothing.  I hope I can eat mushies after my dr visit this Friday.  I hope, I hope, I hope!  I kind of cheated last night and had a baked potato.  It went down ok, a little grumbling from my tummy told me it might have been a little too early, but I didn't get sick. 

I'm not that busy at work, which makes me want the distraction of food even more.  I just take another drink of my crystal light flavored water.  Can't wait for yogurt....

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