moniquegreen3472007
My Story is an ongoing battle of up and down yo yo dieting. When I was born I was an average weight and length. Born at 6lbs 5oz and 17 inches long. Growing up I was just known as big although I was always average weight with above average height. I can remember always thinking that I was fat because I had a womens body. Funny thing is I would love to be that size now. I can remember thinking that I was fat at a size 13 becuase all of my friends who were at least 5 inches shorter than me were wearing sizes that were not double digits.
And now here we are at the moment we call now...347 lbs and trying not to grow. Funny how being 176 pounds was a nightmare 20 plus years ago and today I would love to be that size.
My most recent journey has come from the death of my child. In 2007 I lost a son in a car accident and I do not think that I have been able to get it right since then...I mean on the outside I seem fine but on the inside I feel like the weight is my mask to keep me from being happy. I used to feel like since he died I did not deserve to be happy...but at the writing of this profile I know that he would want me to be happy and not live like this.
So I am asking you to join me in my journey to make a life change ...
Monique
