Michelle,
I do remember the feelings of fear, they are normal, this is a big decision. One of the things I did was make a list of all the reasons I wanted the surgery, when the moments of fear came out so would my list and it helped me. Know this is an amazing tool and your life will be changed for the better. Good luck on your journey, my prayers for you are for courage and for a quick healing. with lots of hugs,
Mary