Audrey Holsclaw

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I'm currently posting for real at mrsholsclaw.wordpress.com. The title of the blog is Angry at Eleven. It's the step work I'm doing along with nonsense from the rest of my life.  It's called Angry at Eleven because that’s my ED personality. Mine is an angry and sarcastic girl – The angriest little child you’ve ever spoken to. Me in third grade when we moved from Detroit to Weirton. It is my grandparents deciding I wasn’t worthy of their attention or affection. It is my mother being depressed. It is my father never being around. It is my mother blaming her mother blaming her mother blaming her mother. She is the angriest and loudest little kid. Her idea of a homecooked meal is McDonald’s. She won’t eat peanut butter because that’s what poor people eat. My ED is all these ideas I had as a kid. Like when you’re young, you don’t know you’re moving for a better life. You don’t know that Daddy works because somebody has to pay for the stuff you’re doing all the time. I have all this anger - all this vitriol about it. It’s the past. And I’m trying to work through this shit, so don’t be surprised if it’s shitty.

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