mrsspruiel
I have been overweight since the 4th grade. This is when I noticed, and also it was brought to my attention that I was fat. The kids in school let me know. I have been on every diet known to man. The most successful being the adkins diet.I lost 60 lbs! That is the most I ever lost. I am now 38 years old, and 323lbs! I am not happy with myself. I have always been satisfied with my looks, consider myself stylish, and can find cute things in the stores....lately that is becoming harder. I am still outgoing, I act in stage plays, etc, but My self image is fading fast. I recently had surgery to remove a cyst on my foot, and I can feel the weight I have gained from sitting around eating all week, and not working out. I am on a hunt in my closet for my "fat" clothes so I can wear them until I have the surgery, hopefully in april......This is sad for me.I am ready for this surgery to help me accomplish mygoals of weight loss. I have been on the fence for about seven years! One reason or another, I'll change my mind, I'll say, Oh, Im going to do it myself, or God wouldn't want me to do that, or I don't want to die.....When my blood pressure medicine was doubled, that was the straw to break the camels back! I don't want to be 40,fat and old taking multiple medications to stay alive.....this time I am in it to win it.....God go before me,To whom much is given, much is required, I have been truly blessed, and my family needs me....I want to live!
