Ms2sweet2bfat
I've been big all my life since I was 6. I don't know how it feels to be skinny. Eating makes me so happy and sadness is coated with chocolate and ice cream comfort. My mother is big and my father is very heavy. I live at home with my grandma and she totally showers me with love and yes also with food. Stories have been told to me that even my great grandma use to pacify me with donuts and home made sweets. This has been a life time struggle, I know nothing else but this. I hide from men in this body because of the molestation that occurred when I was five. I felt sort of safe hiding behind 130lb of extra me. I'm not afraid anymore and I'm ready for the change, I'm ready for the challenge. I find my strength in my practice of Buddhism..I chant Nam myho renge kyo,,,and some of you may know the chant, if you saw the Tina Turner movie,,,,
I'm so fortunate and so appreciative and so thankful of my support. Thanks for reading this!
