MSTRAUSS

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ok, it has been along time since I have been updated this thing and I don't even know if anyone ever looks at this anyhow, but I am attempting to upload photos to  finally get on this thing.  I have to say that I honestly love what I have done with the surgery.  I am down 105 lbs, I can wear a 3/5 in pants and am about done with people are so critical.  I am constantly getting, your too skinny (NOT),are you sick, do you have cancer, and THERE IS NO WAY YOU WEIGH 135 LBS.  I do have some wishes though, I wish my legs were a little fuller ( I need to lift some weights for that), I wish I had a butt, lost all of that, I go from back to leg, lol.  I wish my tah-tah's didn't become pendulum like, but that I can fix next year.  I never thought I would say this, but I wish the men who stare at me would do so in a tactful way.   I can not believe that they act the way they do, even with my husband walking with me.  And if you look at the photos you will see he is no small man!!!!!!!!!!!  Big, biker looking guy who not think twice of ripping a skinny snots head off if I asked.  I do hear the people say that it is just a matter of time til I leave him.  What are they, idiots.  When I fell in love with Freddie I was skinny, and it was with the understanding that love is unconditional, everyone gets older, fatter, grayer, bald, wrinkled, yadda, yadda, yadda.  So my love for him is still as strong, no, actually stronger than it ever has been.  I encourage anyone who asks about the surgery and who would benefit from it to do so.  I do believe it is a wonderul tool.  I now have energy to run, play, garden, ride my horses, ride motorcycles (my newest passion and I look good in leather).  My daughters friend who hadn't seen me in a while saw us at the store, after talking for a bit to the parents, the friend asked Megan where her mom was,  I had to giggle when I told her "I am right here".  The look on her face was hysterical and then finally the look of recognition came thru.  I can wait for warm weather though.  I do hate constantly being cold.  Oh, except for I am starting the early stages of menopause, so the hot flashes are something to be desired.  They suck, to the point of me actually getting sick when some of them hit.  Hoping the doc will put me on hormones after my bloodwork so maybe they won't hit a frequently.  Well, I am going to take off now, and hope I can get these photos on.