NADawn
Jan. 29, 2008-My journey starts now!!!
Jan 28, 2008
O.K. so I'm disgusted with myself yet again. I have a job interview Thursday thats all good. BUT DAM Now I have to go fat girl shopping (SHIT) I've been avoiding this for two years. Yes I know, I havent shopped for clothes in two years. I've been wearing stretch pants which are a fat girls either dream or nightmare I guess it depends on you. And I wear t-shirts. What a wardrobe huh? So I bought a outfit a week ago and jeez I freaking hate myself sometimes ya know. I want not only to be healthy but Just God let me be in some normal dam clothes. I hate going to the fat shop. When I grew out of all the womens clothes at walmart I swore if I did that I would not go to the fat shop. Like I some how was gonna be rebelious about this...LOL. Fat people have to get dressed to, (SHIT). OK so now I will have a job GOD willing of course and I will have insurance also. I am getting surgery this year, with or without my husbands consent. OK hopefully with his consent. Hes just afraid for me, hell I'm afraid for me. Its scary. So wish me luck on the job. I need this job and insurance. I already know they pay for weight loss surgery 
WOO HOO. I will post again thursday about the job thing.
WOO HOO. I will post again thursday about the job thing.
Searching
Dec 18, 2007
Today is December 18, 2007 and I officially start my search for a skilled surgeon. Wish me luck everyone. Dawn
