19 days!

Apr 01, 2009

Good Morning to anyone interested in reading this!

So In 19 days I will be meeting with my surgeon to get my date! I am nervous  YET SO EXCITED!  I can't believe  that its already coming up SO quickly! I feel like I started the journey yesterday! I have struggled to lose the weight but finally have found a way and the weight is melting off! .  It is just a modified version of adtkins! I could not lose the weight with the 1500 cal diet. I was still eating too many carbs I think! So LOW carb is the way to go for me, plus I've heard that little to no "raw" bread aka untoasted is what I will be living with! Why not get used to it now right?

I sit here most days and dream about me finally being thinner and healthier! It seems so surreal! Does anyone EVER have that feeling?  I am just so thrilled I have an opportunity to have a super healthy active life! Thank GOD for insurance, and their willingness to pay! I'm really lucky that the requirements are not too much! I'm so astounded there is a "tool" for people who cannot keep the weight off.

Strange question but Do people who are obese ever envy the thinner people? As much as I strive to be thin, I never am envious of what thin ppl have. I think I am more envious of overweight people who are comfortable in their skin! I wish I had just one ounce of that! Maybe its how I was raised? Maybe its the people who were around me always hounding me about my weight! I just am so happy to have good friends, and fiance' and my step son around me! They always help me keep going! They always support me and encourage me to do what I think is best! Who can really argue with that?

have a great day everyone! 

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