NanceyRC
3 days and counting
May 11, 2007
Well, I'm kind of freaking out. Just so afraid that I'll fail at this, like I did with every other attempt to lose weight. Be one of those people who 'eats through' the surgery. I know this is a terrible way to be feeling at this point, I have to look at the blessing of the surgery as a new beginning. I just have to and stop being so scared of the surgery and of the way living will be afterward. I guess all of my life, food has been my supposed friend, and I know it's going to be talking to me.
But my life has completely changed this year as a result of my weight.
I was always a very active woman, and at 54, still had a lot more in common with young people than someone my age. But this year, all that changed when osteoarthritis and osteonecrosis took over my knees. And my hips, etc. I went from rock concerts to geriatric in a few weeks after an injury.
So the time is now -- I can't live like this and the weight coming off is my only help!
But my life has completely changed this year as a result of my weight.
I was always a very active woman, and at 54, still had a lot more in common with young people than someone my age. But this year, all that changed when osteoarthritis and osteonecrosis took over my knees. And my hips, etc. I went from rock concerts to geriatric in a few weeks after an injury.
So the time is now -- I can't live like this and the weight coming off is my only help!
