Nieceys2
Happy 4th Anniversary to me!!!
Dec 01, 2007
December 2nd 2007....WOW, has it been 4 years tomorrow? I'm still so happy with the decision I made, it has been such a great journey for me. I can't believe the doors that actually opened to me. It's so sad but interesting to be able to know both sides of the way people treat you simply because of size. I'm still experiencing things that as a young adult or even as a teenager I wasn't able to do because my weight got in the way. I just so thankful that I can say I'm a big loser!!! Thank you God for everything!!
My Words...
Mar 22, 2007
11/20/03-It's only a week and a half until and I have to go see Dr. Alston on Monday for my last appointment before surgery. I'm really excited and starting to freak out just from the thought that MY date is finally coming up!! I've had some wonderful support from people on this site and from my family and friends at home. It helps to know that you have folks cheering you on to success!! It's also exciting to know that this time next year I'm not gonna be weighing 341lbs but look wonderful not like the butterball for Thanksgiving.
11/24/03-Today I had my last visit to Dr. Alston's office, It's just in my nature to worry and worry and think something is going to go wrong so that I wouldn't be able to have the surgery. Luckily, the opposite happened!! We went over all of my test results and he said everything looked fine. Now I can actually get excited about the surgery on Monday morning.
12/09/03-Well, it's been a little over a week since my surgery, and suprisingly I'm feeling pretty good considering I have staples from here to yonder over my stomach. Then again, no bathing suites for me anytime soon. Thank God, everything went wonderful during and after the surgery. That's not to say there wasn't pain involved. Dr. Alston and staff treated me so great and finally I was out of the hospital on Friday. My Mom has been my rock during this whole ordeal and is still cheering me on to a whole new me!! Pureed foods for 5 weeks and so far hasn't been bad at all. Drinking alot of water to keep from dehydrating and getting in the protiens have been so important. It's amazing how hard it is to get it all in everyday! I seem to stay full all the time. Sleeping at night has been difficult though because I'm an on the stomach sleeper so I fight nightly to find a comfortable position. I'm just so THANKFUL every thing went so well.
12/19/03-It's now nearly 3 weeks since my surgery, I am so glad I had my staples removed on Monday. It sure makes it easier and more comfortable to sleep and get dressed. I'm still on the pureed foods and trying to get in my proteins and vitamins every day. I've now lost about 25lbs. although I can't see it physically my clothes are no longer pushing maximum density, they actually fit the way they should. I didn't realize the change after surgery in just about everything that I did before would be. Any post ops know just what I'm talking about!! I can't even drink water the same (little sips are the key). Every day is a new adventure!!
02/06/04-It's been 2 months since my surgery and I'm feeling great. I'm down 50lbs and able to start fitting into clothes that have been hanging in the back of my closet, you know the ones, and it's thrilling! I'm still having a few problems eating meats, so I try to get my proteins in from eating dry beans and other hi pro foods. It's weird how your mind changes over time about the amounts of foods you want to eat. Before surgery I was an endless pit and wanted to eat all of the time. Now, I can look at a small plate of food and say it's too much. I know I still have a long way to go, but once you start losing you just can't help but start to get a little sassy! I'm really starting to look forward to the summer and all of the things I haven't or wouldn't do. I CAN START DOING THEM NOW!!! I've been riding on my stationary bike and working out with some free weights trying to help with all of the "gooches" that I can see now,and it seems to be helping. I'm trying to build up my wind so that I can get an outside bike for this summer. Boy, I hope the old saying is true, You never forget how to ride cause it's been many moons since my fat butt has been on one. Anyway, I will try to update soon. Happy Valentines to all of you beautiful sweeties!
03/28/04-I'm now down 75 pounds, although I still have a long way to go, its incredible how wonderful I'm feeling! I'm now able to give away all of the clothes that have been in my closet forever. I can even go to Wal Mart and buy clothes, and as petty as that is I couldn't even go there 4 months ago to buy anything to fit. WHAT A THRILL!! I've gotten myself a bicycle to ride outside since it's been such good weather, and I can't wait to get outside now compared to last summer when I was totally satisfied with being inside. I still have trouble eating meats and still find alternative proteins and vitamins by eating soy and vegetables.
04/30/04-Yeah me!! I'm down 86 pounds and feeling wonderful. New summer clothes, sunny skies, bicycle and me. What more could I want? More pounds off, that's what!!! I'm so proud of my accomplishments so far though. I've gotta go for my 5 month check up on May 18th. These days I'm eating mor vegetarian dishes cause they're really tasty and I'm not getting sick since meats still don't go down well.
06/02/04-I had a great check-up with Dr. Alston. I'm officially down 95 pounds. He seems to think everything is going well except I haven't been taking my vitamins like I should have been. That, he was not happy about and rewrote me new prescriptions. I'm happy to report that I have been taking them faithfully since and I really do have more energy and I'm not as tired as I was.
07/30/04-Well I stepped on the scales today and low and behold, I weighed 237!!! I have been feeling awesome..The summer has been great, I've been more active now than I have been in so long. Hair loss now is at a minimum, taking my vitamins, drinking my water and as much exercise as I can get. Protein is still the big concern for me. I've been able to tolerate meats a little better and now feel like I can go anywhere and eat, just have different eating habits. Funny how the things I used to desire really don't take any effort for me to say no to any more. If anyone asked me would I do this procedure over again? I would tell them quickly YES!! It has absolutely saved me! I still have a ways yet to reach my goals but I feel there is a big bright light at the end of my tunnel.
12/02/04-Yesterday, I celebrated my 1st anniversary as a post-op, healthier, skinnier, better looking me!! Just thinking back through the past year...boy, have there been some amazing changes in my life. I have lost to date, 130lbs. If anyone ever told me that I would successfully loose that much a year ago, I would have laughed at them. The hard work and pain...yes, this has never been an easy journey for any of us, is so worth the rewards you receive. I have so many people that have been so helpful and supportive, words can't even begin to express how thankful I am that they are in my life!! This site has been such a huge tool and support for me also. All of the people I've come in contact with here, whether through emails, chat room and even meeting face to face have been awesome. I just want anyone reading this profile to know...STAY STRONG, KEEP THE STRONG SUPPORT TEAM YOU HAVE CLOSE AND KNOW THAT THIS IS THE BEST DECISION YOU COULD EVER MAKE FOR YOURSELF!!! YOU DESERVE TO BE THIS SELFISH FOR YOURSELF. Best Wishes to you all.
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY NEW FRIENDS HERE!!
YA'LL ARE SUCH LOOSERS!! :)
August 3, 2005-Wow, it's been so long since I've updated this...alot has happened and I've enjoyed every moment. To date I've lost a total of 146lbs and I'm finally under 200lbs and it sure looks good when I step on the scales! I've gotten a little lax with my eating and exercise routine and believe me your body will tell you about it! I have moved from Mississippi to Texas and really enjoying a totally new start. New home, new job, new body...I can't say it hasn't been scarey but sometimes it does a single girl some good to get a new perspective on life in new surroundings. I have also been buying new clothes and shoes like crazy, really having fun going just about any where and picking up something off the rack and knowing it's gonna fit. Emotionally it's been a rollercoaster for me though...going through hormonal changes really takes a toll sometimes, thank God I have tollerant friends and family. My doctor did put me on prozac but after taking it and getting it in my system, everyone kept asking what was wrong with me, so I decided that they'd just have to put up with my crazy self without the drugs. It's still a struggle in my mind not to want to eat all of the time, that's a habit I've had for a long time. Vomit enough in a day and you just quit eating. I know this surgery is just a tool for losing, your mind says one thing but your stomach just won't let you do it...Anyway, this was still the best decision I've ever made for myself! I'd make the same decision all over again if I had to.
August 24, 2006-It's been a year since I've updated my profile. As far as my weightloss, I've actually maintained and stayed at 195 for the past year. Although I know I still need to lose about 45 more pounds, I've really been comfortable with myself. The only thing I've had problems with are the folds of flab hanging. It's not that I'm embarrassed by them, I worked hard to get flabby skin to hang low on my stomach. I'm just ready for the next step and have all that extra removed. Call me vain...if I'm going to this much pain and struggle I plan on having a good looking body.
Photos
11/24/03-Today I had my last visit to Dr. Alston's office, It's just in my nature to worry and worry and think something is going to go wrong so that I wouldn't be able to have the surgery. Luckily, the opposite happened!! We went over all of my test results and he said everything looked fine. Now I can actually get excited about the surgery on Monday morning.
12/09/03-Well, it's been a little over a week since my surgery, and suprisingly I'm feeling pretty good considering I have staples from here to yonder over my stomach. Then again, no bathing suites for me anytime soon. Thank God, everything went wonderful during and after the surgery. That's not to say there wasn't pain involved. Dr. Alston and staff treated me so great and finally I was out of the hospital on Friday. My Mom has been my rock during this whole ordeal and is still cheering me on to a whole new me!! Pureed foods for 5 weeks and so far hasn't been bad at all. Drinking alot of water to keep from dehydrating and getting in the protiens have been so important. It's amazing how hard it is to get it all in everyday! I seem to stay full all the time. Sleeping at night has been difficult though because I'm an on the stomach sleeper so I fight nightly to find a comfortable position. I'm just so THANKFUL every thing went so well.
12/19/03-It's now nearly 3 weeks since my surgery, I am so glad I had my staples removed on Monday. It sure makes it easier and more comfortable to sleep and get dressed. I'm still on the pureed foods and trying to get in my proteins and vitamins every day. I've now lost about 25lbs. although I can't see it physically my clothes are no longer pushing maximum density, they actually fit the way they should. I didn't realize the change after surgery in just about everything that I did before would be. Any post ops know just what I'm talking about!! I can't even drink water the same (little sips are the key). Every day is a new adventure!!
02/06/04-It's been 2 months since my surgery and I'm feeling great. I'm down 50lbs and able to start fitting into clothes that have been hanging in the back of my closet, you know the ones, and it's thrilling! I'm still having a few problems eating meats, so I try to get my proteins in from eating dry beans and other hi pro foods. It's weird how your mind changes over time about the amounts of foods you want to eat. Before surgery I was an endless pit and wanted to eat all of the time. Now, I can look at a small plate of food and say it's too much. I know I still have a long way to go, but once you start losing you just can't help but start to get a little sassy! I'm really starting to look forward to the summer and all of the things I haven't or wouldn't do. I CAN START DOING THEM NOW!!! I've been riding on my stationary bike and working out with some free weights trying to help with all of the "gooches" that I can see now,and it seems to be helping. I'm trying to build up my wind so that I can get an outside bike for this summer. Boy, I hope the old saying is true, You never forget how to ride cause it's been many moons since my fat butt has been on one. Anyway, I will try to update soon. Happy Valentines to all of you beautiful sweeties!
03/28/04-I'm now down 75 pounds, although I still have a long way to go, its incredible how wonderful I'm feeling! I'm now able to give away all of the clothes that have been in my closet forever. I can even go to Wal Mart and buy clothes, and as petty as that is I couldn't even go there 4 months ago to buy anything to fit. WHAT A THRILL!! I've gotten myself a bicycle to ride outside since it's been such good weather, and I can't wait to get outside now compared to last summer when I was totally satisfied with being inside. I still have trouble eating meats and still find alternative proteins and vitamins by eating soy and vegetables.
04/30/04-Yeah me!! I'm down 86 pounds and feeling wonderful. New summer clothes, sunny skies, bicycle and me. What more could I want? More pounds off, that's what!!! I'm so proud of my accomplishments so far though. I've gotta go for my 5 month check up on May 18th. These days I'm eating mor vegetarian dishes cause they're really tasty and I'm not getting sick since meats still don't go down well.
06/02/04-I had a great check-up with Dr. Alston. I'm officially down 95 pounds. He seems to think everything is going well except I haven't been taking my vitamins like I should have been. That, he was not happy about and rewrote me new prescriptions. I'm happy to report that I have been taking them faithfully since and I really do have more energy and I'm not as tired as I was.
07/30/04-Well I stepped on the scales today and low and behold, I weighed 237!!! I have been feeling awesome..The summer has been great, I've been more active now than I have been in so long. Hair loss now is at a minimum, taking my vitamins, drinking my water and as much exercise as I can get. Protein is still the big concern for me. I've been able to tolerate meats a little better and now feel like I can go anywhere and eat, just have different eating habits. Funny how the things I used to desire really don't take any effort for me to say no to any more. If anyone asked me would I do this procedure over again? I would tell them quickly YES!! It has absolutely saved me! I still have a ways yet to reach my goals but I feel there is a big bright light at the end of my tunnel.
12/02/04-Yesterday, I celebrated my 1st anniversary as a post-op, healthier, skinnier, better looking me!! Just thinking back through the past year...boy, have there been some amazing changes in my life. I have lost to date, 130lbs. If anyone ever told me that I would successfully loose that much a year ago, I would have laughed at them. The hard work and pain...yes, this has never been an easy journey for any of us, is so worth the rewards you receive. I have so many people that have been so helpful and supportive, words can't even begin to express how thankful I am that they are in my life!! This site has been such a huge tool and support for me also. All of the people I've come in contact with here, whether through emails, chat room and even meeting face to face have been awesome. I just want anyone reading this profile to know...STAY STRONG, KEEP THE STRONG SUPPORT TEAM YOU HAVE CLOSE AND KNOW THAT THIS IS THE BEST DECISION YOU COULD EVER MAKE FOR YOURSELF!!! YOU DESERVE TO BE THIS SELFISH FOR YOURSELF. Best Wishes to you all.
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY NEW FRIENDS HERE!!
YA'LL ARE SUCH LOOSERS!! :)
August 3, 2005-Wow, it's been so long since I've updated this...alot has happened and I've enjoyed every moment. To date I've lost a total of 146lbs and I'm finally under 200lbs and it sure looks good when I step on the scales! I've gotten a little lax with my eating and exercise routine and believe me your body will tell you about it! I have moved from Mississippi to Texas and really enjoying a totally new start. New home, new job, new body...I can't say it hasn't been scarey but sometimes it does a single girl some good to get a new perspective on life in new surroundings. I have also been buying new clothes and shoes like crazy, really having fun going just about any where and picking up something off the rack and knowing it's gonna fit. Emotionally it's been a rollercoaster for me though...going through hormonal changes really takes a toll sometimes, thank God I have tollerant friends and family. My doctor did put me on prozac but after taking it and getting it in my system, everyone kept asking what was wrong with me, so I decided that they'd just have to put up with my crazy self without the drugs. It's still a struggle in my mind not to want to eat all of the time, that's a habit I've had for a long time. Vomit enough in a day and you just quit eating. I know this surgery is just a tool for losing, your mind says one thing but your stomach just won't let you do it...Anyway, this was still the best decision I've ever made for myself! I'd make the same decision all over again if I had to.
August 24, 2006-It's been a year since I've updated my profile. As far as my weightloss, I've actually maintained and stayed at 195 for the past year. Although I know I still need to lose about 45 more pounds, I've really been comfortable with myself. The only thing I've had problems with are the folds of flab hanging. It's not that I'm embarrassed by them, I worked hard to get flabby skin to hang low on my stomach. I'm just ready for the next step and have all that extra removed. Call me vain...if I'm going to this much pain and struggle I plan on having a good looking body.
Photos
 341 lbs This is me before surgery |
