Cassandra H.
Lets see where do I start? Well I'm 24 years old and I have 4 beautiful kids Jessie -9, Aviana-5, Phoenix-3, and Willow-1.
I'm 5'4 and 239 pounds. This is the heaviest I've ever been. When I was 14 I was 120 lbs size 3 in dresses and 5/6 in jeans now I couldn't even tell you what size jeans I would wear because I dont wear them none of the jeans I have found fit me, I wont' and hate going shopping for myself because of that feeling you get when you try something on and then you have to had it to the person that puts the clothes back and they always ask how did they fit and I don't want to say oh they are to small when 2-3 of that person could fit into the jeans. Well anyways, I got Pregnant with my son Jessie when I was 14 and gained a crap load of weight, I went up to 194 pounds, after I had him I lost only 20 pounds. Then I had my Daughter Aviana, and I was about 170 or so and I went up to 220 or so but I lost most of that after I had her. And when I got pregnant with Phoenix I was 177 and went up to 230 and had only gotten back down to 216 Then after my last child , Willow I haven't lost any weight. I tried weight watchers before I got pregnant with Willow and lost 4 pounds In 6 weeks which was really frusterating. I tried eating out less, walking, eating more "good for you foods" But none of it has worked so I'm praying this will. I have a really hard time keeping up with my kids which in turn I get impaitent because I don't have the energy or the will power to do what they want me to do, that really hurts me. I just want to be able to go out, and run with them or even just walk with them and help them wear out thier energy but I just dont have the motivation anymore. My knees and one ankle have been giving me alot of grief, I get heartburn alot, I'm out of breath just walking to the mail box and back, I just want some relief, motivation and energy. I want to feel good about myself and be Happy, I want to be able to get down on the floor with my kids and play with them and give them horsey back rides. lately I've just been so down that I have been wearing really big sweat shirts to cover myself. I hate getting pictures taken of me because no matter what I do I look Huge.
I'm hoping I make some good friends on here that I can help support and they can help support me. I'm a little shy when meeting or talking to new people but I hope you gals out there can get the fun talkative side of me out. Thanks for reading this!!!!
Cassandra aka Casey
