Pam I know you have waited so long for this oppurtunity for a better life. You can do this and use this tool to change your life. Peace be with you and your family. I love you so much and want to see you succeed. Keep your eyes on the prize and remember one day at a time. Nothing work getting is ever easy. God bless you, keep you and protect you. Keep your eyes on him and his peace that passeth all human understanding as I need to do to. Love and hugs.