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one last appointment
Current mood:  excited

Today after my class mark and I had to meet with the doctor and I have a date FEB.12 I am so freaking excited and I little nervous as well. I still have not decided on a band yet so it looks like we are just going to flip a coin to see if it realize or lapbad. But mark really like the doctor and it was great ( cause mark doesnt like to many doctor) he really put him a ease I think. I know that I feel really comfortable around him and that is away a good thing. So I start my two week liquids the day after the super bowl sunday thank goodness for that. And I will post my first picture soon too. I really dont want to but I am going to I really believe it will help me one this journey. So keep looking for it. I just want  a reminder of the past for the future. So everyone can see my working and doing the hardness thing in the world

nutrition class
Current mood:  fascinated

So I was surpised by all the stuff that I learned today. From my eatting habits to the size of food I will soon in take. Oh and about the two week of liquids before my surgary. Pretty exciting!!!! No not really but I am so ready!! And get this not only do my liquids last two weeks before they also last two weeks after but by then it will be the norm.  So the class was all about bad food and good , vitamins and proteins,calories and  guidelines but all in all it was a good class.

OK round two was much better. But still very uncomfortable. I had a much better room, no windows. It was nice. It got a little hot but other than that it was fine. I guess a have sleep apnea whick is crazy. I hate my sleep mask thing. I feel its hard to beath with it on but its going to help so I guess I wear it. At first they had me try a mask that just when over my nose and I freaked out hard core it was crAZY. So they ended up giving me a nosital mask and it works but in the morning I felt as if I had, had my fingers in my nose all night and my nose hurt. Please are we done with the test now!!!! I am ready!!!!!!

SO last week I had a sleep study done and I was not excited but I knew others that had had it done and it was fine. Let me just tell you the place my hubby had his done the room was like the freakin hilton and my place well it was terrible. I felt like I was in a crackass house first of all(not the place just the room). I swear!!! The walls were dirt or looked dirt, the bed bearly had blankets on it and to make things worst the room had no freaking heat. So they hooked me up to a thousand things and was like sleep. I was pissed. They first told me just do what you would at home and then nusre ratchet was like light out at ten thirty. SO I got to stare a the celing till one woo hoo pissed I was so pissed. I didnt sLeep I was uncomfortable the bed suck and now I have to do it again. What!!!! yes I have a touch thats what she said a touch of sleep apnea thats just freaking great. Alll I can say is I better get a nicer room this time or shit will hit the freaking fan....

yesterday I had my GI done and let me just say it is on of the freakest thing. It was my second one and maybe thats why it went this way. Everything fine don't freak out on me but I so remember the tube going down my throat. Mark says I don't remember that it was a dream or my subcon. beacause I knew what to expect. Whatever!!! It was werid. but thats all I remember. I don't remember the doc talking to Mark and I don't remember the drive home. Mark said we got home around eleven and I woke up around two. crazy. I even poured a glass of milk but have no idea about it. So all in all I am fine but ti was still very strange.....

support group meeting

So tonight was my very first support group meeting and it was pretty cool. It's nice going to a place were no one looks at you for being over wieght an your not the biggest person in the room. But it was nice we all takled about how thinks are going to change and get better and there were even people who had already had surgery so we could ask questions. We were told to keep a food jornal and a monthly picture log. I hate pictures ( I used to love them) and to start exercising. All thisg that are going to be hard but do able. Tomorrow I go for a upper gi Thats where they put a tube down your thoat to look at your stomach  yummy!!! After that one more test and we will be on are way...exciting!!!!!

almost there!!!!!!!!!!   So.... Today went very well. I was told everything look great and we were ok for the lap band. Exciting all I have now is two more test and hopefully I will do this in jan. I am not looking forward to my pre-diet though,oh well...... Oh, and people in hospital waiting rooms are crazy. There was this couple today that was so freaking loud I was embarassed for them.

damn doctors

Today was very exciting ( not really). Stress test day and believe me it's not fun at all. First of all they tell you to be there a one time and then they don't show up for twenty to thirty mins. I so wish that we could charge doctors for being late just like they charge us. Come on if I can be there on time so should you!!!

the beginning   so here  I am writing my first blog. I thought it would be a good way of keep everyone up to date with what I am doing. so for all of you that didnt know I have put on a few pounds ok thats a lie I have put on a lot of pounds in the last six almost seven years.  two kids one husband and a lot of me so I have decided to do it have surgary and I am doing this in jan. Its very scary and exciting all in one.so I guess this is the beginning and over the next weeks I will let you know how I am doing and maybe even a picture or two of me as well.