checking ln

Oct 12, 2011

just thought l would check in, still havent lost anymore but a few pounds, too busy snacking and stressing over everything, gotta get back on track, l refuse to fail at this!
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feel like such a failure

Jun 04, 2011

I just feel like such a failure, l have not lost as much weight as l should have, so much has been happening in my life, I lost my brother right after surgery, lost my house, my car and l just lost my younger sister and uncle in the last month, its just too much to handle.  I no that l am eating things that l shouldnt, lm stuck living with my son right now and its soooooo hard, he can be so disrespectful at times and l just have to take it because l have no where else to go. I am praying that things will get better and we can get our own place.  I NEED HELP AND SUPPORT FROM MY OH FAMILY.  I DONT GET TO GO TO SUPPORT GROUP MEETING BECAUSE I HAVE NO ONE TO WATCH MY 5 YEAR OLD SON.  MY LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!! I have not gained any weight but l am not losing, lm just stuck at the same weight but l am determined to lose atleast 40 to 50 more pounds!!!!!   HELP !!!!!!
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weight not coming off

Feb 22, 2011

well the weight is not coming off as fast, l broke my leg in October and didnt find out it was broken until the pain was too much to bear and l went to the ER they said it was a arthiritis flare up! (l was out of my mind in pain) and they called it arthiritis! anyways........they had me to get an MRI and it showed the left femur bone has a hairline fracture and l have been on crutches ever since, no weight bearing so l cannot exercise. I got desperate one day and tried to run in place, big mistake, l was in pain for days!  I am down to 244 from 326 since June 28th, l wish l had lost more but it cant be helped.  Been stressing alot and started eating things that l shouldnt and l have to get back to the support group meetings because l cannot gain this weight back.  even tho it makes me sick when l eat sweets, the stress of losing my house and car has really taken a toll on me. we are living with my son in a small two bedroom house with sometimes 7 people and a dog.............wow its a bit much!!!  l will post pics soon, people call me skinny but too me l still look really big although l have gone from a size 30/32 to 18/20!
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I've hit a plateau

Sep 28, 2010

Oh my goodness, l've hit a dreaded plateau !!! and what makes it so bad is it has taken me a few weeks to realize that the scale wasnt moving! as much as l have read the post on here l should have known immediately, but l didnt, lt just hit me! So now what? I dont want my Dr to be disappointed when l go in.
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feeling better finally!

Sep 03, 2010

I am finally feeling better, l have more strength and l can eat a little without wanting to throw up, alot of it is my sinus, l had this awful taste in my mouth all the time, but by brushing and rinsing with baking soda that has gotten a lot better. I have lost over 40 lbs since June 28th! Yayyyy!!!  I have lost 25% of my weight and the dr wanted me to have lost 20% by now so l am a little ahead.  I havent been exercising much at all, but l am heading back to the gym soon!
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still not feeling well

Aug 13, 2010

Well lm still not feeling well, l did for a lil over a week but now l dont want to eat anything, l dont even want to smell anything, it makes me gag. I have been living off of watered down juice and popsicles.   I think some of it maybe sinus thats causing a bad taste in my mouth which in turn makes me not want to eat.  I have been going thru alot, my brother passed away, the first sibling of 12 to pass away, but God is still good.
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Not feeling so good

Jul 19, 2010

am l ever going to feel good again, l just want to feel normal ! l have lost 24 pounds in 3 weeks!!! yippee but l just dont feel so good :-(
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weak

Jul 03, 2010

IM BEGINNING TO FEEL REALLY WEAK AND OUT OF BREATH EVERYTIME I MOVE.
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Im home and feeling ok

Jul 01, 2010

I am home and feeling ok, l still have a heavy feeling in my chest which makes it hard to breathe, l went thru several tests while in the hospital and they showed some gunk they called it that l need to cough up probably from the gas they used.  this has happened before when l had my gallbladder removed.       Everything went smoothly from checking in to checking out, l was suppose to stay Wednesday night but my hubby had to work so l wanted to get home to be with Jay, (what the hell was I thinking) he is driving me nuts!  I thank God for letting everything go well so far and l pray for his continued blessings.            Im not hungry at all, but I cannot lie I want to eat! I would kill for some lays potato chips right now. When my husband bought jay to visit he had a happy meal and u dont no how good those fries were smelling.  This is really going to be a mind thing I see.    Im so glad l did a lot of research and reading others profiles because it really is helping with my "mind eating". 
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I made it over

Jun 29, 2010

Well l made it lm having some breathing problems but not having alot of pain l may go home tomorrow!
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