rdmoy
2 days pre-op!
Feb 22, 2010
So here I go!! It's been a long road of many, many, MANY months to get to this stage, and now i'm getting surgery in less than two days!! I've been on a liquid diet for 5 days now, not fun, but it will be worth it. I'm nervous about the actual surgery, just can't wait to be done with it so my husband and mom don't have to worry so much. Nervous about how i'll feel after, i'm just hoping not to have much nausea as I think that would be the hardest to handle.
I'm starting to let myself get excited, i've been looking in the mirror lately, trying to imagine what I would look like without this extra person....that's what i've decided. My goal is to lose 150, that is an entire person! This person i'm going to lose is the one with the insecurities, the one with the foot and back pain. She can't shop in 'normal size' stores, take her kids on long walks, or run around with them for long. She doesn't own a pair of shorts or swimsuit. Constantly looking to see if shes the biggest person in the room....usually is. I'm ready to say goodbye to her!!! It's going to be an adventure, and I can't wait to have a healthy new me, and healthier family as well. Here I go!!!!!!
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I'm starting to let myself get excited, i've been looking in the mirror lately, trying to imagine what I would look like without this extra person....that's what i've decided. My goal is to lose 150, that is an entire person! This person i'm going to lose is the one with the insecurities, the one with the foot and back pain. She can't shop in 'normal size' stores, take her kids on long walks, or run around with them for long. She doesn't own a pair of shorts or swimsuit. Constantly looking to see if shes the biggest person in the room....usually is. I'm ready to say goodbye to her!!! It's going to be an adventure, and I can't wait to have a healthy new me, and healthier family as well. Here I go!!!!!!
