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So far so good I have lost 15lbs..  Cant wait for more to melt off.  

I deceided I HATE PROTEIN SUPPLEMENTS!!  I have not find one I like so far.  I bought a small thing of ANY WHEY, I cant taste it but I can feel its gritty texture in my mouth.  There are certain foods I dont like because of texture alone and this has made the list.  

Hopefully i can get more protein in as my diet changes.  I want a super charged matabolism!!

Ok so i know eating every two hours or so is important but this has been the hardest battle for me so far.  The dieter in me is saying whoow  hold on you just ate such and such.  I gotta find a good medium with this.  I am starting to absolutly hate cream soups and broth.  Me and yogurt are still happy with one another.  Ive been trying different things with the protein shake stuff sometimes good and sometimes not so good.  I force myself to drink suger free carnation instant breakfast with vanilla protein in the AM.  Try to atleast get a good amount in first thing.
 
I went with a friend out to Cracker barrel my cream soup looked like crap compare to her gianormous saled.  I can not what to eat raw veggies again.  I just want to chew my food!!!

I am finally home after surgery.  Feeling really good and optimistic.  Surgery went really well.  ONly difficulty I had was my oxygen level getting to low  the first night and they put the oxygen back on me.  Hardest part was the first couple of hours waking up after surgery.  I tell you that morphine drip was schedulaed for 2mg every ten minutes but there were time when those ten minutes felt like hours.  Once I was up walking though I started feeling better and when they took me off morphine and gave me different pain meds my head cleared up.  
Oh most best part ever... I got to met one of my  obesity help friends she was scheduled the same day as me and was just next door, so that was nice.

It's getting closer and starting to seem real.  I pray to God to help me overcome whatever obsticals trying to hold me back after surgery, including myself.  I pray that I can manage my nutrition and diet properly.  I pray that I am healthy and that I will be happy with my choice.  

My husband asked me "Are you 100% sure this is what you wamt?  It is your choice no matter what you choose to do."  This is what I want.  I don't want to be 10 years older and 75 pounds bigger.  I am young and fairly healthy, I don't want to battle this weight issue any longer.

I am so close to having surgery!!!!!! ON the 15th I have all my presurgery testing done.  I am trying to make sure I have everything in order around the house to the best of my abilities.  So much to do but I have no clue what all to do!!

I never thought I would be having this done!!  I wish I never got to the point were I needed it done.