Scared as hell

Mar 12, 2009

I have been visiting this web site almost daily since this journey has begun for me.  I have gained so much insight and information from all your posts and questions.  I have also been very encouraged from all the before and after pictures. Thank you. 

Although my journey began over a year ago with my first visit to my surgeon, this is my first post.  Why, because I am now scared as hell!  I worked so hard on all the prerequisites for surgery and all I wanted was to be approved and get a date for surgery.  Well, now I have one and I want to turn and retreat. 

I kept calling and bugging my surgeon's office for approval and a date.  When the email came and the subject line said "surgery Date"  I wanted to holler for my Momma. 

I am excited and scare alll at the same time.  Please just pray for me and my surgeon.  I have been waiting a year to say this-- See ya on the loosing side!!!! 

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