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So I've been pretty busy lately, I've been getting my booty back in action!! Eating right, working out ,tracking my meals and activity and just getting in the right mind set!! And boy has it payed off!! I lost 3lbs since last week my visit with the doctor AND...... I PICKED A NEW DATE!! i'M GETTING SURGERY ON THE 17TH OF OCTOBER!!!  I'm so happy just excited and happy!! I've learned from my mistakes and I'm not doing what I did last time!! I've been on this road before and this time I'm going to do the right things to get the surgery and just do what I have to do!! Yes ma'am I'm going to get this surgery and I'm going to change my life. Also i've decided to go natural with my hair as well!! Everything is going to change new hair, new me, new life and just ugh exciting!! I'm starting new and I just can't wait!!

Ohkay so the last post I made was really depressing and that was because I was depressed but I threw myself a weekend pity party and I got right back on track! And I have done amazing! The 10lbs I gained I lost when I went to the doctors yesterday!! Not even a full week out and I lost all the weight I gained and I am continuing to lose it!! I am ready for my surgery and I am ready to get my life together. I made an ugh-oh but I am back on track and I am loving it. It is hard I must say but I know once I make it a habit my life will be better! I am so excited and happy and just filled with motivation. I actually did it! I preserved and I made it out of my struggle. If I can do that then I know that for surgery and for life I CAN DO IT!! I am finally in the right mind set and I am fixing the things that need to be changed! Oh I feel so happy! I want to thank everyone that encouraged me and had faith in me!! It really helped me get my behind up and do what I am supposed to!! Thank you thank you thank you from the bottom of my heart y'all gave me the strength that I needed!!

So yesterday I went to my doctors to talk more about my upcoming surgery and well I went there and I gained 10lbs in 2 weeks!!!! So they pushed back my surgery until I don't know when. I understand why and I totally agree with them but like it just sucks!! Like I know it is my fault cause I ate to much and didn't exercise but like really?!?!?!?!  Like I am just so down and today was not a good day at work and now I just feel like I can't do anything right at all. I just feel like a complete failure! 

So I'm getting my surgery in about 3 weeks. September 19th to be exact and my friends and family are telling me to eat all that I can now because for a very long time I wont be able to. I want to really badly like I want to eat things that I know I shouldn't and that I have not in a long time like wings and cheese fries and muffins and doughnuts and pies and cannolies and cupcakes etc. and well I kind of have and I feel guilty afterwards. I guess my question is should I spludge these last few weeks? 

I'm getting ready for my surgery and I want to know some good reciepies for protien drinks/ smoothies for after surgery?

 So since I picked a date, I've been so antsy and anxious!! I just want to have to operation right now!! lol It's a month away, which in hindsight is not that far away but to me it seems like months away! I'm can't wait to be smaller and to enjoy life and start a new chapter. I can't wait to see the shock and faces on all the people's faces when they see me. I can't wait to just stick it to those people who talked behind my back and were just a-holes! It will be amazing! I just want it to happen now!! I want to start my optifast and get the surgery done and just begin anew! Oh I just can not wait! I want it now! lol

Today was a good day. I made a big step, the director contacted me and gave me a list of dates and I picked the earliest one 9/19!! So yay yay yay it's a month and some away but that just means that I have more time to things together and do the classes and such!! Oh I'm so happy!! 

I haven't written in a long time. And that was because there was nothing really to report, all I could do was wait for the approval letter. And well gosh darnit it's here!!! I'm approved!! Im changing my life for the better and I couldn't be happier. I know I'm going to be amazing and be a success because of the support that I have and the will and determination within me. Oh I'm so happy, I left it up to God and he came through like I knew he would.  Oh I'm so excited and Happy and I just can't wait for the process to start. I hope that they call me Monday and that I can come in like this week and get everything prepared and ready!! I want to do it ASAP, if I could get it tomorrow Lord knows I would!!! Oh Im so happy, Im going to love life even more and love myself even more as well. EEEEKKKK I'm so happy. Oh the clothes, the clothes I can finally get into, the men I will have chasing me, the love if everything that I will have!! I am so happy and blessed and just oh I'm excited and ready!!

So I went to the doctors the other day to meet with all the people i have to for the surgery. Great things have happened, they sent in the letter to my insurance company for me to be approved!!!! This is what I have been waiting for!!! The insurance company has a month to say yes, but hopefully they don't take a month and I can get it done super soon. I'm know that through God and faith this is going to happen. I am a very good candidate and all my doctors can't see a reason why I wouldn't be approved, but of course it is up to the insurance. Anyway I'm not even worried about it I know it is going to happen, it is all just a matter of when.

Also I wanted to be a head of curve so I stated the vitamins and I am trying out different protein shakes to see which on I like the best. I tried Unjury but it makes me have some acid reflux symptoms, so I would love some advice on some others that are tasty.

Ugh I am just so excited and happy and just yay my life is finally going to start. New beginnings!!

If any one has any advice on how anything I can do now to have great after surgery life, I am very open and willing to hear and try anything.