21 Months Ago

Jan 11, 2009

Here I am 21 months out and still wondering what weight I wil end up being.  I am into the last of my loosing now and having to fight for every pound I loose. i still have my tool and just need to make sure I use it to its potential.
I see so many people that were my same weight and now they are down to 120 pounds and are having trouble not to loose anymore. I just can't figure why I am not one of those......Anyway, I want to be at 150 by the time I turn 50 but i will settle for 160. I have to loose 17 pounds in 3 months. I am trying sooooo very hard. Tommy and Jonathan are starting to watch what they eat and both have said they would exercise with me. I am still trying to find me a Wii. I think we would have a blast as a family with it.
Overall, today I feel so much better than I did 21 months ago and I know I look better. My skin is not very tight like it was at first but what the hay.... If I can tighten my stomach a little more I would be happy.  I struggle daily with taking my vitimins. I realized about a week ago that I was NOT suppose to be taking alieve.....Oh crap! I knew that Motrin, and advil were out of the question but what on earth was I thinking? Anyway, lately I find myself with burning in my throat. I have started back on my nexium X2 day. I hope it clears up. I have a  Dr.'s appointment Monday with Dr. Jeff to see if he will give me something for pain. I am having teouble sleeping and my TMJ is AWFUL, not to mention I need to get back on something for my arthritus because I ache so bad in the winter. E-Nuff complaining.....I just need some pain meds that I can take and still function daily. Jeff may send me to my PCP for meds.....I have an appointment with Dr. Tilley in March, just in time to get my labs and report to Dr. Gibbs. I am excited to see him & Carrie again. I hope he is happy with my progress. He has been a blessing to me.. I am so thankful for his knowledge in his field.
I will update after seeing the Doctor. Until I return............

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Conway, AR
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RNY
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04/06/2007
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Feb 17, 2007
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