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This morning I woke up early.  I thought I would take a moment turn on my wii fit and find out just how much I weigh.  I had stopped weighing myself when I found that I was doing it every single day.  I figured that was a bad way to be so I just stopped.

Today I weight 226 and I have 46 to 56 pounds to go till I am at a healthy weight.  I am just a litle over 4 months out and I think I may really reach my goal.

I just cant believe that my drivers ID says I weigh more then I really do..  How many people can say that?

I stopped weighing myself a while ago.  I would say almost a month.  Before the surgery the doctor told me not to fix on a number.  I told him I wouldn't he warned "Oh you will."  I started too... now I have stopped.

I'm just about three months out.  I have no clue how much I should be eatting.. I looked through my book and it was talking 1/4 cup but I'm still taking in ounces.  *shrug*  I guess if I feel okay I'm okay.  I have an appt with Barb on the 19th.

I'm over one month post op and I hadn't puked untill yesterday.  I had been really lucky.  I had some sweet onion chips yesterday and they didnt agree.  I only had a little but it was enough.  Puking wasn't quite like I expected.  It was just like a flow of food. 

Oh well it was bound to happen.

Tomorow I head back to work.  I'm excited but also dreading it.  So many people will be asking me so many questions and I'm really not in the mood to sit an answer them all.

It looks like I'm up to a total of 33 pounds gone.  I still dont feel like I have lost anything.  My family says my face looks slimer but every time I look at my reflection all I see is that double chin.

I rule I have learned.  Dont eat when upset.  Tonight I had a little tiff with the boy and while eatting I ate one bite more then I should of.  HOLY CRAP OUCH!    Also I dont think my tummy likes corn.  I have had it two ways now and both times has been a bit of a challenge to keep it down.  I have yet to puke with this new tummy and I really dont want to.  I wonder what other people do when they eat a bite too many and end up in a lot of pain.  I tried a walk to help and I think it did but really I hurt too much and it was too cold to tell if it was really helping.

Well my three weeks is almost up.  I'll be heading back to work on Wed.  I'm really scared. What if no one can tell I have lost anything?  What if Danielle says "shouldnt you of lost more by now?"  I just dont know how well I will handle this.   I do need to work on getting all my meds and vitiamins in I'm sucking major at that.

Looks like I'm at 25 pounds gone.  I see no physical change in y face or body.  I'm going through some roller coaster of rides and I really wish I could call Kymmi but I have no way to reach her. 

I'm kinda scared to go back to work.  I'm scared they wont see any change in my body either.

Lastnight I swore that I didnt have sugery.  I told caleb that I dont feel any different.  I haven't had any issues no real pain nothing.  Its just like any other day. 

I had stopped taking my prozac but started again lastnight as I think that might be part of y head case issues right now.  *shrug* 

So I'm down 20 pounds.. thats happy...   I'm bored out of my mind and thats not happy.

I'm home now.  I'm all done, no more pokes and holes added to me!  I'm kinda pooped and quite excited to sleep in my own bed.

I'm a little annoyed because I hopped on my wii fit and it told me I gained weight... like 7 pounds.... which cant be right because I haven't eatten anything for the last three days other then jello water and apple juice.

So I'll check it again tomorrow.  For now I'm cold and sleepy.

Its almost time.  I have a flurry of emotions running about in my tummy right now.  Eric at work made a joke about how soon I wont have the butterflys in my tummy, I said he was right because there wouldnt be room!!!

I'm worried about monday...  the whole day with nothing but clear liquids and then nothing at all after midnight... Oi! and then from midnight till I wake up I can't have anything at all.  ugh!!!!  I'm gonna be so thirsty!