Ruthsmiley_79

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So i had my surgery on Monday.  It was/is still ok.  I am pain in my shoulder and pain in my lower abdomen when I use my abs.  I have to take out my morphine ball and it makes me nervous, my hair is a wreck and I need to take a shower.  I can only fart/BM every once and a while, which makes since because all I am having is water, jello, and my surgar free popsicles.  I am sooo ready for this healing process to be over.  So I can actually work on changing my life.... Ugh.... And being off birth control sucks cause I am an emotional wreck. 

Well thats the update so far..... Too bad its gloomy outside, I would love to take a walk....

Only 4 More days! Surgery is on Monday! I'm ready! I'm ready to finally feel good about myself!

You know when you are laying in bed and under the covers and you need to get up.... And you have to rock back and forth in order to get out... Yeah its time to change this bull shit.  I just want to feel good again and be able to paint my toes with out getting in the weirdest positions.  IT IS TIME!!!!!!!!! I know I have to patient.... Only about 3 more months (hopefully)!!!