ruthybaby317
Not Fun
Sep 16, 2007
I would just like the people around me...family and friends that I have lived and grown with to truly understand why I am my own worst enemy...even though some days I myself can't figure it out. Everyone is changing and I have to wonder if its me. Is it cause I'm changing mentally and becoming more needy that I want more attention then I had before? I don't think I was always a really needed person cause lets face it we all need someone once in a while. I just don't know anymore. Maybe I have lost my self somewhere and no one...not even me...knows who I am anymore.
New Update
Sep 07, 2007
A New Life
Aug 04, 2007
Well it's been 6 days since I had surgery. I feel fine exept for some soreness. Word to the wise...don't sleep on your side. I have a habit and did that my first night home from the hospital. I now have a HUGE bruise on the right side. Not too bright on my part but ya live and ya learn. I haven't gotten sick except once in the hospital after the first time eating anything...or should I say drinking. After that it has been smooth sailing. I do think I am suffering a little bit of dumping syndrome but I will know on Tuesday for my post op drs visit. I have a feeling I will be in trouble with the dr cause of the bruise...its healing so its turning all kinds of wonderful colors but he already got annoyed when I told him I took off some of the tape he left on and kinda opened a wound.
Shame shame on me.
Whats a girl to do? I can take it...lol was driving day after I got out of the hospital...not far just up the road. I refuse to walk in 90 degree weather. Thats why man made A/C and its free in the store. Until next time....tootles
