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IM FEELING A LITTLE BETTER I WENT 2 CHURCH TO GIVE THANKS N MY MOM HAS BEEN GREAT WITH MY CHILDREN IM REAL SURPRISED BUT THANKFUL  WELL GOING TO LAY DOWN

I JUST GOT HOME EVERYTHING WENT WELL BUT GETTING HOME MAKES ME SICK SEEING HOW EVERYTHING FALLS APART DRIVES ME CRAZZY MY HUSBAND CALLED ME THE SAME DAY ASKING EVERY LITTLE STUPID QUESTION I WAS FLOORED N I CAME HOME I HAD 2 PUT MY KIDS IN THE SHAWER IM NOT HAPPY BUT MY SURGERY WAS FINE THANKS 4 ALL UR PRAYERS ILL KEEP U GUYS POSTED

WELL IM ABOUT 2 GET READY TO LEAVE 2 THE HOSPITAL IM READY AS ILL EVER BE PLEASE PRAY 4 ME ILL LET U GUYS KNOW HOW IM DOING AS SOON AS I GET BACK

TOMORRO IS MY BIG DAY I JUST DRANKED THAT NASTY STUFF AND IM GETTING EVERYTHING PACK I WANT 2 TAKE IM READY 2 MAKE A DIFFERENCE I ALSO PUT MY PICS UP I TOUCK ON FRIDAY 3 DAYS B4 SURGERY

IM ONLY A FEW DAYS AWAY GETTING READY FOR IT I REALLY IM NOT HAVING ANY FEELING ABOUT THE WHOLE THING CAUSE IVE BEEN KEEPING MY SELF REALLY BUSY SO THE DAYS CAN GO BY FASTER N THEY HAVE BEEN I TALKED 2 ANOTHER LADY THAT IS ALSO HAVING HER SURGERY THE SAME DAY N I WISH FOR HER THE VERY BEST N FOR ME I HOPE EVERYTHING WILL GO FINE I HOPE. AT NIGHT I HAVE BEEN STAYING UP THINKING Y I HAVE 2 DO THIS Y CANT I DO IT ON MY OWN BUT MAYBE I NEED THIS CAUSE IVE TRIED ON MY OWN N IT HASNT WORKED BUT THATS ABOUT IT IM SO READY TOMORRO IM GOING IN 2 MEET MY SURGEON SO ILL LET U GUYS KNOW HOW IT GOES.

TODAY IS THE FIRST COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS ON THE 22ND ILL BE GETTING MY SURGERY CANT WAIT SO HERE GOES THE COUNT DOWN YES LOL

I GOT IT I GOT MY SURGERY DATE IM SOOOOOOO EXCITED OCTOBER 22 IS MY DAY OF A NEW LIFE IM SO HAPPY I GOT THE CALL IN A SEND A TEXT 2 EVERYONE I COULD THINK OF OH YES VERY HAPPY

TODAY IM FULL OF EMOTIONS I FEEL SO CLOSE BUT YET SO FAR I KNOW I NEED 2 BE PATIENT BUT I FEEL LIKE MY WEIGHT IS IN MY WAY 2 DO SO MANY THINGS I WOULD LIKE ALSO MY CONFIDENCE2 BE STRONGER IM REALLY LAKING ON THAT I TRY 2 KEEP MY SPIRITS UP BUT IM REALLY LOSING THIS BATTLE N DEPRESSION IS NOT 4 ME  RIGHT NOW THAT IM TRYING 2 MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN MY LIFE YEAH I KNOW IM GETTING CLOSER BUT I WANT IT SO BAD OK I GOT IT OUT NOW.

TODAY I WENT AND GOT MY PHYCHO EVALUATION DONE AFTER I CALLED THE SURGEONS OFFICE AND THEY SAID THEY SUMMITED EVERYTHING IN TODAY IN 2 WEEKS ILL HAVE MY SURGERY DATE COULD U BELIEVE IT IM REALLY ALMOST THERE IM TRYING NOT 2 GET MY HOPES UP BUT I AM EXCITED 
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IVE BEEN COMING IN N OUT OF HERE BUT TODAY I WENT 2 GET MY NUTRICIAL EVALUATION SO THATS DONE N I HAVE MY 4 HR CLASS ON OCT 2,2007 SO ALL I NEED IS MY PHYCHO EVALUATION I CANT WAIT TILL I GET A ACTUAL DATE