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I am so crushed. I just found out my insurance company denied my surgery.  I feel like my whole world has just come tumbling down around me. The surgeon's office said for me not to worry they would have to look at everything and see what avenue they will take to resubmit.  After having gone through everything the last few months with testing and Dr's appointments this is such a blow. I'm really lost for words. I'll talk to you all later this has really got me depressed. Not sure if I'll be blogging again.
GOD bless you all Sanpie.

Still waiting to here from the insurance company on my approval or denial. The Dr office called them to very they had received it and they had but had not done anything yet.

My this waiting thing is driving me crazy. I don't know what I will do if the surgery is not approved. I really have to stay positive and believe that it is in God's plan for me to have the surgery.

I pray all the time I  will be able to walk and not have my feet hurt.  Walk up steps and not be winded to the point I really can't breath.  Everyone wants to look good but when you feel you don't look good or you hurt all the time that a real downer.

Oh well the only thing I can do is wait for my approval.  It will happen, it will happen, it will happen.Talk to you all soon.

At work today I was showing my co-workers my blog and pictures that have been posted.
I really love this group of people they accept me for who I am. No matter how down I get about
my weight. They make me feel good and always say something to make me laugh, or look at the bright side of things.
There are 7 of them and each one is offering me such support . Two have volunteered to take turns staying with me and getting me to appointments as need after the surgery. My Family also are so supportive. This just feels like it's the right thing to do now.

Well I have completed everything on the list to qualify for the surgery. Now the waiting game of if the insurance approves it. Then also paying off my out of pocket expenses. Some day I feel like it's only a dream and today is one of those days. My diabetes is still out of control however my blood pressure is getting better.  I am so nervous and scared that it won't get approved. I have to pray and stay positive. After jumping through all those hoops it is going to be approved.

I have found so many interesting things in reading the blogs on the site I just had to join. Today I saw  the psychiatrist again and he has instructed me he has approved me for WLS, now waiting on the insurance company to approve. I am really praying this gets approve. If it is denied I'm not sure how will be able to handle it. I have on through all the labs and test along with psych test, this has been a long 6 week. I feel as if I jumping through hoops. I need this surgery to help me with so-many help problems. Today is my birthday but the day I get WLS will become my new birthday.