3 year update

Jan 03, 2009

Wow 3 years.  I am doing good.  My appetite is back but I am trying to make good choices.  I do gain some. I can get it off but  I have to work at it though.  This year has been the worst year of my life.  I'm so glad its over.  My dad died after a successful liver transplant.  Unfortunately after they opened the old liver up they found bile duct cancer and 3 months later it went to his lungs.  He died 5 weeks after we found out it was in his lungs.  2 months later I walked out of my marriage.  It had been bad for several years.  The week my dad died he said to me.  " i put your mom through hell, but the difference was I wanted to change.  He doesn't, don't waste your life with that, your way to great".  He was right.  I feel empowered and free.  I can finally admit it was an emotionally abusive relationship.  He has chosen right now not to see our daughters which is tough on them, but he is so mentally not well that its for the better.  His daughter who lived with us for 6 years moved back to her mom's ( he told her there relationship was over, who does that?).  Her mom is letting me have her visitation so she is here with her sisters a lot.  Hopefully the divorce will be over soon, so we can move on with our lives.  My mom is doing great.  She is leaving for Florida for 3 months and then this summer is renting a home in England.  Yeah we get to go to Europe.  I can't wait.  My goal for this year is to get my plastic surgery done, I think I'm ready for it.  I also want to start playing tennis again.  I can't wait to see wait 2009 has in store for the girls and me.  I'm so excited.....

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