work+anger=head hunger

May 17, 2010

 Aargh.  I've been having way too much fun at work lately.  Pretty much every day for the past couple of weeks I have been "putting out fires".  And I'm kinda sick of it.  Right now, I'm just trying to calm myself so that I can compose some sort of rational, not raving mad, thing to say to virtually all of my staff tomorrow.  I have to get my filter out and make sure that I sound professional even though I want to go into a raging fit.  And of course, I have hit the plateau that I knew was coming, which doesn't help much.  And, I don't think I'm feeling a lot of restriction, although I suppose it could be because I'm eating right? Guess if I don't push it, maybe I won't feel it.  Sooooo, I had a measured out amount of chocolate cheerios.  (Don't buy them, they taste too good)  At least I measured and recorded them.  It's not news to me that when I get stressed I reach for food, but it clearly is my demon.  And so, I'm wrestling that demon.  So far I'm winning, but it's one heck of a fight.  Let's hope tomorrow will be at least a little better.  

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