scarroll32
Supper with friends
May 13, 2009
The hubby and I had supper with our bestest friends tonight and I ate too much. We had meatloaf, mashed potatoes, green beans and cheesecake. I was thinking how I will miss eating like a fat person. I want to be healthy and thin and feel sooooo much better but I am going to have a hard time without my comfort foods. I hope I can make it. I think this surgery will be more of a mental challenge than anything. It is like eating is my best friend and I have to give my best friend up because he is no good for me. I know this sounds silly but it is a little heartbreaking for me. When did my life start to revolve around food? I am going to visit my friend in Rock Hill, SC next week and we have already planned out where we are going to eat. I want to eat Indian Food because I know that I won't be able to pig out anymore after the surgery. How strange is that? It is like I am visiting my favorite places before I move away. I will miss them but I know the quality of my life will be so much better. I am going to find a hobby to occupy my time instead of food. I am thinking of cross stitch, tennis, bunco, bridge, scrapbooking, paintballing, puzzle making, crocheting, photography, exercising........ etc.! Which one will I choose? I need to get cracking! I have a hobby to find!
