Susan D.

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so like idk im not in pain anymore they took out my drain tube and i feel soo much better but its like i feel alone i expected my friends to be here none of them are i mean its life and i knowit happens but the memories kill me i wish i could have my friends back i hate being alone but deep down i know i can meet new people i just wish i knew how

but only on the left side wont be on for awhile ttyl

omg only 2 days left yay but today is almost over so it is really like one day yay!!! i cant wait then i get to focus on loosing the weight yay!! im starting a new life again in 2 days it is like a clean slate ahhh im way too excited!! and tonight pillow fight lol!! bye!

omg its only 5 days away and i cant sleep like i really cant sleep im too excited idk how im gonna get thru the next 4nights after this one!!  im just thinking about how life is gonna change and most of my friends wont be in my life any more its really scary but i know it is gonna be for the best i just hope my whole life starts to get better

omg only 9 more days to go and it is all i can think about! i want it to be here already! i am going to a good hospital with a great staff and a good sergon but today i started to get scared and think of all the things that could go wrong! it is like ahh i want my mommy lol!! well she said she will stay by my side while they put me under so thats good!! but im a big cry baby so i am afraid ill start crying the day of surgery lol man i cant wait for this change in my life it is like a new start im just too excited!

yes!! i finally got approved!! my surgery date is febuary 3rd!! i cant beileve it is acutally happening!! i started doing the final tests today and i finish next week!! i cant wait!! like i want it to be here already right now im doing the 2 week shake diet before the surgery!!  it is hard i have been getting sick vommiting stomach cramps i mean it sucks but i know it is all worth it really it is!! i know it is !! i just wish it would come sooner!! i just feel like this is gonna be my year to turn my whole life around and actually start to live and i cant wait!!!  well until next time take care friends!

so i have been having a bad time lately i found out i have to drop my classes because my teachers wont let me miss school for the surgery! and im the type of person who needs to be in school or i get bored! but it is also a good thing because i have 9 months to focus on working out and loosing weight. tomorrow i start my two week protien shake before the surgery diet!! im really excited i cant believe it is two weeks awake well if it gets approved fingers crossed lol idk like this gonna change everything i just cant wait!! im tired of being a prisoner in my own body and never leaving the house no matter wat!! i just cant wait to go out there and live life to the fullest yay!!