SERENITY09
AS MOST OF US SAY ON HERE, I HAVE BEEN OVERWIEGHT SINCE CHILDHOOD.I USED TO BE EXTREMELY SKINNY; EVERYONE WOULD TALK ABOUT HOW LANKY AND TALL I WAS. NOW THEY JUST TALK ABOUT HOW BIG I AM. I AM ALWAYS FEELING AS IF PEOPLE ARE STARING AT ME BECAUSE OF MY SIZE. THEY DONT GET TO KNOW THE INNER ME. I HAVE A LOT TO OFFER BUT NO WAY TO GET PEOPLE TO SEE THAT. DESPITE MY LOVING AND HUMOROUS PERSONALITY, PEOPLE STILL JUDGE ME. THEY OFTEN SAY I LOOK INTIMIDATING OR I NEVER SMILE. WHAT THEY REALLY DONT KNOW IS THAT I AM VERY SINCERE. AT THE AGE OF 11 I STARTED STUGGLING WITH MY WEIGT DUE TO A TRAGIC EVENT THAT HAPPENED WHEN I WAS 8 YEARS OLD. I WAS RAPED BY MY FATHERS SON. HE TOOK A PEICE OF ME THAT I CAN NEVER GET BACK; MY INNOCENCE WAS UPROOTED BEFORE MY EYES. MY WEIGHT WOULD GO UP AND DOWN CONSTANTLY. NOW I AM AT A GRAND SIZE OF 332. SIZE 22 JEANS, AND 3X SHIRT. I AM ONLY 20YEARS OLD. I ASKING GOD FOR A CHANGE, I STILL HAVE JESUS AND MY MOM ON MY SIDE. SO JOIN ME ON THIS JOURNEY; LETS SEE WHAT GOD HAS IN STORE FOR ME.
