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Yay! six months post op. Great day found out I lost 108 pounds. When to go text my god mother the  good news and realize that she was gone. Its hard going through weight loss and then you loose someone. I'm use to eating my pain away now I'm trying not to eat to keep the the weight loss going. I need a new outlet for my grief. I don't know where to go.

is it me or since the surgery people have been getting on my nerves so bad. its like they dont stop talking im getting to the point where im going to blow up. My mom wont stop talking the only time she is not talking is wen she is sleeping. then to make matter worse I'm having trouble finding a job. what the hell is going on im stressed and im supposed to be happy rite now  but people are stressing me out.

Well everyone I finally have a date of Feb. 21st. So, I had to take the semester off for the surgery because I would have missed too many days in order to pass. Now I am currently look for part-time work I figure I look for a receptionist position since that would be easy on me after the surgery what do you guys think? Just counting the days away

I just find out that I am have problems with the sleep apnea they want me to get the bpap machine. So, My surgery date has been postpone. So stressed! then i was told I have to use the machine for a week before surgery. I  pray that everything goes well

Great News! I just received a phone call from Dr.Bale's office Teresa ( I love Teresa she is so helpful)  telling me to come in on December 8th to set the date of my surgery I am so excited. When she told me I was so happy that I started crying on the phone to my best friend of 20 years she is like my sister I met her when i was two years old. She was happy for me as well. She seen me struggle with my weight all throughout our lives. She is so supportive she came with me to a bunch of my doctor app. Even though my best friend is skinny she never looked at me as the fat girl. I never realize how much support I really had until I decided to take the steps to get the bypass I am truly blessed.

I have Struggled but at the end I believe god is setting my life up for something great.

Ok,I'm done I just need to see the physical therapist. Getting frustrated because my chart was lost and I am waiting for my 3 doctors to send their reports but every time I call the said they send it and my Surgeon's office said they didn't receive it. I'm getting to the point where they just need to stop. And why I have to do all the calling and running around when I wasn't the one who lost the chart. then it's bad enough that I have wait and see if there are going to aprove me. I've been on this Jurney for over a year now like I have come to close for people to do me wrong. It's not fair

4 more months nutritionist ( rough start but lost 11 pounds) .......i seen the Cardiologist he said i was clear........all i have left is the Sleep study and the endogastroscopy or sumthing like that lolz and  i am done just gotta wait to be approve

Today I am going to UMDNJ department for Gastric Bypass. they will hopefully tell what i need to do in order to get the surgery wish me luck!