Tomorrow... is gonna be great!?!

Jan 19, 2010

I feel that tomorrow's appointment is really the beginning of my journey to the end. The end of hating myself, the end of being terrified that I'm going to embarrass my children, the end of staring in the mirror wonder who that person is.

I was filling out the information packet with my Mom over the phone. I needed her help with the family medical info. We found that all the medical issues I currently have are medical issues that my Grandmothers on both sides have. I guess my parents lucked out that none of this garbage has been a bother to them. Nope, I got it all! Maybe that means my children will be lucky? I hope so! Actually, I'd rather I ended up with all the medical problems in the family for the next few generations in the least. I don't want to imagine any of my children or future grandchildren having so many problems.

Okay, enough rambling for tonight! I'll be letting everyone know how tomorrow goes as soon as I can!

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