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Well here I go again, except this time I have a sleeve. I have lost  lbs. thus far and I feel really good. I made a promise to myself that if I did this again that I would do it right. I have been really monitoring the amounts as well as what types of food I have been consuming. So here we go yet again. But this time I have th victory.

Well my weight is now 264 pounds. I have been trying to be more careful of what i'm eating and reminding myself to stop when I am full. I think that it may ne time for another fill, because the small meals are not working for me. 

I had my second fill on Tuesday and I am feeling more restriction and eating less. I weighed this morning and my weight is 269 lbs., I have lost a pound(yeah!)Today I have planned out what I am going to eat and I just pray that I can stick to it.Well we shall see. 

I have been going thru hell and high water trying to get another much needed fill. First of all I found out that the surgery center took all of the $25,000 and did not pay the doctor. So then I was informed that my insurance will not cover anything else because there is a maximum amount that they will pay regarding weight loss surgeries.I mean every time I attempted to contact someone concerning this matter they just brushed me off. So what did I do I contacted a news anchor man who often helps people with problems and gave him my facts. So what do you know! I received a call from the suregry centers administrator stating that they are going to release the fundes to pay my doctor and for my first year of fills. Well ain't God good. My fill is scheduled for 4/3/07 at 930am. Hopefully this will help me because right now I have no restriction. 

Today I realized that I have not lost anymore weight. This is so hard and I am so afraid of failing at yet another attempt to lose weight. I guess the next thing to try is to wire my jaws shut. I have really been trying to understand just why can't I control my eating. I have been thinking about checking out a counselor or a professionla that can help me understand just why drives me to eat the amount of food that I do eat.

Today I have a lost a total of 25 pounds. I know that I should be happy but to me this is a very low number. My goal was to at least lose 10 punds this month. Well for one thing I need another fill that I cannot afford right now. So I must try to contorl myself a little bit better.