sierra617

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about a good three years since I have been on here. Well since you have last heard from me nothing really hasn't changed. I have had the lapband and I  feel like it has failed me.It is good if you need help with controling your portions but that wasn't my issue. So next is a conversion to a gastric bypass lets hope it works.

Today I have started cleaning my house. I really didn't have a recovery time. My sisters never showed up and then gave a bullshit excuse to why they couldn't make it so I just left it at that. Right now I am taking a mini break from cleaning.I have a lot of energy now and I have went and ate some things I wasn't supposed to because the shakes are seriously the most nastiest stuff in the world. I am so serious. On other things though I have tried on some clothesand I have to say on friday I put on a dress and I thought I looke damn good fa real. :) well i am out gotta finish cleaning 

Right now I am in so much pain it's not funny. I have a ten month old who is about twenty pounds and i am on day six after my surgery. My daughter is pretty small for her age but none the less she is way more heavier then what i am supposed to pick up. Then her dad is like can you fold the clothes and put them away. He thought the little house work he did was something. all he did was the laundry. I went into the hospital and he said he would clean and i came home to who did it and ran. I am like come on man. Right now i am so upset because my sister said she would come and help me and i am sitrting here alone feeling so upset it's not even funny

So last nite i wake up from a long nap to my other half ordering food. He is a big man himself. He ordered some buffalo wing and a sub and you don't know how badly I wanted to beat him with damn sub. I mean I know i had the surgery but why bring the good smellng food into the house...when all i can eat is jello and protein shakes. Honestly half the time I am not hungry  now but he didn't have to order that. It's been some days since my surgery and I have been so tempted to eat food because the protein shakes are just so disgusting.