3 years and counting

Nov 23, 2011

This past week I celebrated my 3 yr anniversary. Nov 20 will forever be a day etched in my mind. So much has changed in the past 3 yrs. I realized I was living a lie and could no longer go through the motions of life. I have lost 127 lbs but have gain so much more in the process. I am seperated from my husband who is an amazing man and I am thankful he has been part of my life but now is the time I need to focus on me. I went back to school last spring but moved to VA and that really wasn;t working for me. In August I moved back to NY and am loving life. It's just me and my son and classes will resume in January, still don't know what I am doing but know that I am happy and life only gets better. I feel as if I am a success. I am holding pretty steady with my weight and  despite being unable to have plastic surgery I am at 53% of who I was 3 years ago. I am sure with plastics I could say I am half the woman I was but for now I will be happy with where I am. I had actually gotten down to 128 at one point but looked sickly. Gaining 5 lbs I feel great and think I look pretty amazing too.

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