sixnnyc
a month after surgery
May 23, 2007
i made it and im in the bench
Apr 28, 2007
so far im fine i just want to have a magic wand that can dissappear this gas and pain surgery was fine with a little complication but fine i enter surgery at 2.30 instead at 9am because doctor had emergency and since i wasnt in a hurry i told him go take care that i have the whole day for this .... i enter to operating room at 2.30 and was out at 7.20 little oxygen complication buty so far im good i have eat eggs and all my pureed its well accepted in my little pouch loving those pop sicles yummiiiii
i called my doctor for what to take for this gas and all they tell you is walk walk walk walk and WALK .. i did a lot walk but gas didnt want to pass for 3 days just burping and the pain was there .. so i called nutritionist and she told me to drink some stool softerner but all they have around here are time release thats a no no so she told me to get milk of magnesia awwwwwwwwww what a life saver ... hours later i was in the bathroom happy with little gas but able to sleep without pain oh lat night was my first night sleeping in my bed i was sleeping in the reclinable it was easy to get up and less painful ... thats all for now im tire
IN A HOUR
Apr 22, 2007
AM I NERVOUS?? A LITTLE
FEARS?? SOME
EXCITED??? A LOTTTTTTT
HAPPY??? YESSSSSSSS
GO, GO,GO SHORTY IS MY BIRTHDAY I GONNA CELEBRATE LIKE IS MY BIRTHDAY LOL SILLY ME
IM LEAVIG TO THE HOSPITAL AND HOPEFULLY I WILL BE POSTINGAS SOON AS I GET FROM THERE .. I HOPE EVERYTHING GOES SMOOTHLY
LOVE YOU ALL AND SEE YA IN THE BENCH PLEASE SAVE ME A SEAT
MY LAST DAY EATING LIKE IM NOT SUPPOSED
Apr 20, 2007
what a day i wake up took my boyfriend to work thenhad to do some laundry with the babysitter we cleaned the house yesterday DEEP CLEANING i want everything to be done b4going to surgery today i can eat everything because my liquid diet start tomorrow oh my GOD can believe im almost there not to long journey but a little bumpy i have to call today between 4 and 7 pm to know what time is my surgery and i want to go tvitamin shooper to get some protein i hope they have some sampler because what if i dont like??
i dont know whats wrong with my hormones my period hasnt show up since february .... i have to measure myself and take a lot pictures .. its normal to think about death??? now im scare lol
please pray for me i need it ..
i want to be here for my kids and be able to play , run and enjoy life and quality time with hem
love see you later
7 more days for a new me
Apr 16, 2007
hello everyone ... good luck to those having surgery this week and speedy recovery without complication..
oh my god i cant wait to be on the loser side.
cant wait to have some WOW moments but my best wow will be when i will be able to shave myself or have brazilian wax and look in the mirror without pulling all this fat that i carry in my stomach lol
be able to tie my shoes without that feeling like i have no air in my lungs
run and play with my 14 month baby girl .go to my kids school meeting and dont feel bad because im so fat that other kids will make fun of mine..
go to victoria secret and buy lets say xl -large lingeries..
wear high heels for long time and without the back pain just because im carry so much weight .. so many things that i will never finish...
my day is almost here and i cant wait until it comes to be the new me i think im already have a new me mind because all i have eat today was a yogurt and i fel full .....
anyways my friend dont forget about me because i dont forget about you .... God bless all of you
hilda
OMG
Apr 12, 2007
love
God works in different ways
Apr 11, 2007
tomorrow i was suppose to have surgery but a last minute they reschedule it to april 23 because myu echo cardiogram was abnormal and my insurance change and surgeon office didnt have it in the computer and they needles precertification agrrrrrrrrrrrr i was done with my 2 days liquid diet ... but i asked God that if something was wrong to change the date and he listened to me ..i m not mad just change all my plans but its my health so its ok now my new date as today will be april 23
thanks
here we go they change my surgery date
Apr 09, 2007
last thursday i call my pcp to get the clearance well he told me that i didnt need another check up and that e will send the fax to my surgeon .. on friday just to make sure i called and guess what?? he was away and coming back april 17 agrrrrrrrrr &^%&*^$%&^$( how come he didnt tell me that now i have to wait until monday ... they called me for the research office and i agreed to be in the study so my appointment was monday april 9 everything was easy i even got some money pretty cool... after that i went to my pcp and told the front desk that i need this form fill out and that my pcp told me i didnt need an appointment how WRONG i was
after waiting almost 4 hours another doctor came and told me talk to front desk and ask for an appointment OMG at that same moment my surgeon office called me and told me they have to change my surgery i got nervous more wait??????
she told me instead of friday will be thursday GREAT !!!!!!!\
i got an appointment for 4;30pm so i took my baby to ER she had an ear infection i was done in ER IN less than 2 hours then i went to the pcp to wait until 4 30pm that was at 12.30 pm they called me earlier and she asked all the question that she already knew the answer then she said she will do anothe ekg and pregnancy test i agreed and told her that all pre test were already done she doing the ekg and found it abnormal and sent me to a echo cardio they gave me an appointment for april 20 i almost got a heart attack lol j/k...
but supervison got me an appointment for 4/10/2007 thats tomorrow and pcp say she will give me the clearance after the ECHO results so im hoping everything is fine.... i have to do too many things and that will slow me down
GOD BLEES YOU
HILDA
next friday
Apr 06, 2007
well im complaining too much because when i went to my first visit with the surgeon to consults i saw this past 3 months like 3 years apart and before i knew april was here and all my test were done....
i was reading in the forums about memorial it really scared me JESSICA O story .. she is in God hands now ...
but so far im ok i will take pictures and pre op measures tomorrow a lot pictures .... i will do my laundry next week just before surgery because this kids know how to keep that hamper full of dirty clothes .. im done with most of my food shopping list ... im nervous about if they have to do the surgery open wouldnt like that scar but girls got to do what girls got to do to be healthy .. dr dakin remove my gallbladder lap last year so maybe wls will be lap too i hope.....
i will need prayers from you guys ....please include me in your prayers and for those who are already in the losers side keep me a nice and warm couch because i may be in a little pain after surgery and i would love some TLC ....lol
i will be here reading all this coming week i need support and i need information
love
hilda
i forgot
Apr 04, 2007