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I thank you GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
May 27, 2009
I have tried it all
May 26, 2009
I did email the boss told her that it is needed for me to get back to normal status but she is not answering me back yet ..... I dont know what to do
My Nerves are SHOT!!!!!!!!!!!
May 26, 2009
This weekend I was really a wreck thinking OMG am I really doing this . The fashion bug in the court house was going out of business and I was in there loading up on all the 22/24 I could get at a great price mom yelled at me what are you doing ? you woulndt be that size much longer. then it hit hard I am doing this. I even yelled at mom and said stop telling people what is it fails she said it wont .
Today I come into work and get an email from my boss asking if my surgery can be postponed POSTPONED??? what what the FUCK!! really what the hell after all the shit i did to get aproved for this surgery and she is asking me to postpone. I am on lite duty right now cause of the nerve issue with my back the doctor asked that I try and loss the weight to help the numberous FAILED Epirurals I did.... I am a wreck now and dont know what to do !!!!!!!!!! god I need your help and prays for her to have a big heart and see the good in this all ....... PLEASE PRAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just my thoughts
May 19, 2009
I just need to find someone at work to help watch over me and keep me strong no matter what. Do you always feel this nervious before doing something life altering Just wish the 15th was here already.
I emailed my boss I just hope she approves me to be off for the 15th........ awaiting the email back ,,,,,,,,,,,
THE DATE IS SET!!!!!!!!!!!!
May 18, 2009
Holding my breath
May 12, 2009
yesterday I got the call from Doctor Neff's office they are going to submit everything to Aetna insurance company for approval. I was so excited but scare in the same breath. they said to keep the appt on monday and we should be able to schedule the date for surgery..... so the 18th is the day to find out .. Wish me luck!!!!
OK I am here and looking to get alot of help to do this
May 08, 2009