sjordan
My First Hard Food Day
Apr 27, 2007
I had some very disturbing news on Sunday, which has left my family reeling. It also affects my work, because I work in our family business, which is owned by my Dad and my little brother. Things have been so stressful that on Tuesday night I could not get pizza and beer off of my mind. I found myself really being pissed that I could not over eat and I wouldn't even attempt pizza because of the fat and I don't want to dump. I cried and I was angry. I did compulsively eat a cheese stick and a couple of my son's goldfish. I know it was not a horrible choice, but I wasn't hungry and it wasn't a meal, so it was simply to satisfy the compulsive overeater that lives in me. I told my husband how thankful I was for the surgery because, had I not had it, this would definately have been the day that my will power would have been thrown out the window and I would have broken my diet. I was pissed about my food for the next two days, but now I am relieved. THANK YOU, THANK YOU ,THANK YOU for my wonderful tool. It has helped me do what I could not have done alone. I do feel like I have been a bit slippery on my food choices, but nothing that would not be considered acceptable. More or less, just foods that probably have a bit too much fat in them to be eating at each meal.
I am taking a different approach to the issues going on and I am just going to love on my family rather than tell them how to fix it, which is what I would have done in the past. My family needs so much love right now that I can leave the judgement and instructions behind. That makes me feel so much better.
I have lost 40 lbs in 4 weeks, UNBELIEVABLE!
414/ 378/ 150
I am taking a different approach to the issues going on and I am just going to love on my family rather than tell them how to fix it, which is what I would have done in the past. My family needs so much love right now that I can leave the judgement and instructions behind. That makes me feel so much better.
I have lost 40 lbs in 4 weeks, UNBELIEVABLE!
414/ 378/ 150
