20 Days Post Op

Dec 30, 2013

I can actually say I'm not doing so well I managed to gain 5lbs between the 12/19 (276) and 12/26 (281)! I have since dropped it back down to 276 as of today 12/30     I am starting to feel less fatigued but not 100%! I've been working from home since last week which makes me feel very lazy and I have no desire to go outside and walk so I pulled back on what I was eating and went back to mainly liquids to balance out the lack of movement. I'm so mad that I'm not motivated and I'd be so embarrassed if I went to my appointment next month with the same weight as my 1wk followup weight of 277! My oldest son is home on leave for the holidays and even though I'm not cooking Jeez Louise this 19yr old is killing me with the In-N-Out burger (west coast chain) but really all I want is some fried chicken lol I won't do it though although I seem to be able to tolerate different foods and taking a bit here and there with no issue is so scary too me! I know I'm only 20 days out but in my mind I will never lose weight 

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