Mom,
I am praying for you and encourage you to let God keep you in the cleft of the Rock. Give him all your fears, because He is faithful and has already chosen to take all your burden upon Himself, to hide you under his wing. I know it sounds trite, but these are some program tools that have helped me..."One day at a time", or one hour at a time, or one minute at a time...(whatever you need). Let Go and let God. You're worth it! You are in our prayers, and we love you very much! Love Michelle, Rick, Blake, Brett, and Bryce